"The girl i fucking love"

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I'm empty for ideas.


:D


Ya'll wanna know something so freaking happy.

1. My friend's are all ignoring me. I feel annoying and a waste of space

2. THIS DAY IS GETTING WORSE AND WORSE, MY LIFE IS GETTING WORSE AND WORSE LIKE THE FUCK

3. My necklace i've been wearing for 3 years broke when i was waiting for the subway home

4. My gym teacher is an ass


MY LIFE IS A SHITHOLE

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I woke up with a pounding in my head. I woke up in a room i didn't recognize. My head was hurting, like it has a scar on it or something. I raised my hand and slightly touched my head, and a sharp pain burnt somewhere in my forehead area. It seemed dry. Like, blood dry. I sat on the bed, looking around. It seemed like a teenage boys room.


"He was a bit of a guy" someone said, walking towards the bed and sat down next to me.


"Jeff what happened to your eye- what happened to your face? Who did this to you!?" Seeing him hurt made me feel a sharp pain in my heart. I studied his face, holding it between my hands. I made a silent "ah" seeing the fresh scars in his face.


"Hey, don't worry about me" he said holding my face. "Worry about this" he said holding a dark blue knife. My knife. I used some time to realize it had some blood on it and got confused, then scared.


"Wha- what, did i' did i kill him, what i'd do?"


"Almost. Don't worry, i wouldn't let anything happen" he said, rubbing my arm up and down.


"What did i do...?"


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She didn't faint. But it was almost like she was gone. In a state. she didn't know what she was doing. All the anger from before and what he did. Drugging her. Tricking her to say her deepest secret. To ruin her witout her being able to not do anything about it. She felt paralyzed inside. Like the day it happened. The day she lost her sister. She barely could even see. Eveyrhting was blurry. It was something she couldn't control. In fact she didn't even remember. She didn't even remember how she got the wound in her forehead (She was Harry potter all along '-')


Her eyes were red. So red. Like she's been crying for hours. A whole day. Her eyes were burning, but she couldn't feel anything at all. Thomas and Y/N was fiighting and in between. Y/N got the gasoline from somewhere, due the fact that this place is actually a private place, and she had been here many times before. She wasn't someone that liked relationship. At the beginning she only acted like she was into a relationship only to make a 'whatever' out of it. With time no one but she had notice the pride. The show of. The closer she was to end it all, it all had trambled into pieces. He drugged her. He was able to rape her due her being unconscious, but he wanted power. He wanted the deepest point enough for him to feel all the power no one could. He lured her with tricky questions and got to know her deepest secret. About trying to save her sister from her rapist. Their ex- step father, and accidently killing her. That's why she had a red K as a tattoo in her right arm. She had so many problems with the police. That she ended up breaking a police car and burning it. Street fights. Stealing cars. But no one knew about her and Katie.


She burnt his car. "See how you'll get away now to say shit to the police!"

The conversations not so important, he tried to knock her down, she doged him, and instead knock him down. She had lost it. She took her knife and held it against his neck, it started bleeding.


"Y/N! Y/N stop!" she heard a voice, but didn't know who's. In the end in was her own voice after all, but she didn't realize. And he had knocked her down. She fell down to the ground with her face facing down. That's where got her wound. She didn't remember but he kicked her stomach.


"I have your life rapped around my finger Y/N. You don't know what i can do" He said repeatedly hitting her. Maybe 2 or 3 times more, till someone unexpected found them.


"Oh you don't touch her, you piece of shit" The unexpected person throw a punch at him. Jeff. He had followed her after ending the day. Her actions, her eyes said enough of what she was planning to do. Jeff threw a punch at Thomas, and since his throws were more stronger than Thomas's, he almost tripped and fell down. Then Thomas threw Jeff a punch, and thats' where the black eye came from.


It was a punching, pushing kind of thing for some seconds till Jeff finally got him down, but before even throwing an other punch. Thomas had kicked him on one of his knees, which wasn't that big of a deal till he tripped on something. The bad. His face hit on of the cars. His tasted the blood on this mouth. He spit to the ground and took the bat and hit Thomas's right shoulder, but he wanted to use his bare fists. Yes because of the car but mostly because he hurt her. Many times. And for him, she was special. Really speical. Only if he knew how special he was for her too.


"This is for my fucking car!" He threw a punch.


"This for fucking other's life just cause yours is fucked up!" An other punch


"And this.. is for hurting the girl i fucking love, more than enough! Big mistake bud" and then he hit him till his face was enough bruised and fucked up. He didn't wanted to stop, but he then remembered how unconscious she was, laying in the ground.


He bowed down on one of his knees beside her, pulling her to his lap. She had a wound on her forehead, and a sore underlip. He gently stroke her hair, hoping she'd wake up this way, but she still was the same.


"Next time i'll see you, i'll break your bones. At least i'll be pleased for the reason i'm in jail" he said cold. He places one hand under her leg and an other on her waiste, carrying her to his already messed up car.


(This is cringe. Yeet)


They barely knew stuff about each other, and maybe it also felt wrong. Deep inside. Caring about someone this much. But it happened. And none of them wanted this to end. Maybe it was the only good thing in her life. And his. They trusted each other.


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I want food :DD

(I'm actually in class rn lol)

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