FORBIDDEN

Ch 3 Guarded

Pacing in my room, thinking of the human "women" of all things being here. Wondering what could she possibly bring to us and the creature of this world. how is she going to help anything at all? I sigh in frustration knowing we may have just saved her for no reason at all. 

She's human, and so far a pain in the ass. Nicolae has been with her all night only stepping out to answer peters question of her then back he goes to keep an eye on his beloved human girl. 

I couldn't see what she looked like in that oversized cloak she had on, I wanted to see her face at least see if she was good looking enough to save. Shit, why do I even care or maybe I care because if I'm asked to give my life for her, I at least want to know she is worth it or at least hot enough to be. VAIN! yeah I know, who cares I mumble to my self and run my hand through my hair. 

"Ahh!" I sigh

I want to go in there, but I know Nicolae will only through me out anyway. I'll have to wait for a time where he is gone and she is completely alone. I growl out with frustration thinking about her.

Her cloak covering her keeps running in my mind, why would she hide, what is she hiding from? or does she think that all us nonhuman creature kill her kind? Does she not know that only the ones wreaking havoc here are the "co-blood creation" as we tend to call them and not originals like us. These beasts really don't have a name there is just the dark side of us. Darker, savage vampires and werewolves, even the witches.  

Nicolae, Peter and I along with a hand full of others manage to break free from there tienery and become what we are a century ago, we have lied low waiting with no real way to destroy them and bring back the normality of life as it was.  I didn't mind blending in with the humans centuries ago, loving there women and even from time to time bitting them for pleasure but now, our hunger has become a thurst we can't control even the slightest idea of it brings us to our knees making us weak and willing to kill for it. As if all creatures of the night have been crusted, altered or even changed because of our Father, Dominic his pet dog and their evil view of how things should be. 

If it hadn't been for the Orrick telling us of her, we would have become just like them taking the life of unexpected humans for our own desires and thrust. depleting this world of everything leaving only us to dwell alone. I for one am not against more vampires, but the females are far worse to live with than my brothers and since we live forever there is never a need to be intimate or at least they say.  But that is where she is supposed to change us, rebuild this world in a better way. 

I wonder if she even knows what her real purpose is. I wonder if she would be okay with it if she knew.  Hmm! I grin thinking about her 

I wouldn't mind if she didn't! I think to myself but knowing that no human women would want a life like that. I don't' think she will be willing to become our wife, lover, and mother to our future heirs.

Shit, I wonder if Sebastian has herd word... If so, he will be arriving soon he too has a stake in this considering he is the good wolf in all this. I snarl thinking of it having to share her with him or even not sharing and she chooses them over us.   

I'm lost in the chaos of the matter at hand when I hear her door open and close gently. Hmm, I sigh out this could only mean one thing "NICOLAE!" I say out loud for only him and me to hear. 

I hear him pass my door, I speed over to it opening seeing where he is going. "Nicolae" I call out again

"Drogo!" he says not even looking back at me. 

"Well brother, what of her?" I ask

"What of her, Drogo! we aren't pushing the matter on her,"  he scowled at me showing his fangs then adds