FORBIDDEN

CH 83 GONE!

She didn't even flinch in her words she looks right at all of us, deepened her growl and said what we never thought she would ever say  "I will never be your Mate again or Bride if there are secret" and not over something like this, but the secret we kept from her was enough to push her over the limits. 

we couldn't blame her, Nick said she would cool down and come back once she had time to think things over but it had been all night that she still wasn't back, the only peace I had was the ellen was missing which only meant that she had followed Simoes. Where ever that fucking was. 

I growled. My wolf hated what I kept from her and I was determined to find her and tell her everything the fact her mother was, in fact, alive our sources said the moment they found her wasn't something we wanted to tell her not know what or how she would react but this... This was something I could have and it killed me that I let it happen. 

her hand pulling from my touch took me by surprise and my wolf growled out and the pain hit my heart so fucking bad. I, WE!!!, let her go and reject us if we didn't correct it fast. 

the bond of a mate was strong but she had blocked us all if she rejects us the pain will never end for the wolf within me. he will go insane without her, Fuck what Nick thinks is best I wasn't losing her to anyone, thing or stupid secret. 

A secret we kept form, everyone until we know more. 

I babes cried the first time all night since they were born. Her presence near them kept them soothed but right now the nanny and a dozen handmaids couldn't keep them happy for anything. not even we could comfort our own children. 

I growled, even more, kissing my sons and daughter I took off in the direction she was last seen running. 

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FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!! 

These dumb boys would let a secret so hard as this lose our girl and I was none the wiser to listen to Nick's reasoning. I flow at him the moment the announcement was said that she had fled the castle. 

the rest the night it took all of me from ripping his neck apart. 

"IF SHE DOESN'T Return or is found harmed, I promise you will be no more"  I growled at him

he stood eyes red full of his anger towards me ready but Peter stood between us as the PRIME keeping us apart. 

God, he was lucky, he was a mate and not just a side piece or I'd have his fuck head on a pike. I growled turning and leaving the room, the moment I went at him I got in a few hits in as he did before we were pulled off of each other by the others. 

"YOUR BRIDE" he hissed

"YES! she agreed and if she changed her mind to any of it I will kill you" I hissed back. 

"were you ever going to tell us about her marrying you," he hissed

"you idiot, she was going to be all of our's bride, I just asked her nicely first" 

"in the heat of passion is nice, I'd hate to see your romantic side Vic" he hissed back

"It wasn't what I had planned but it felt right, something you would know nothing about BOY!" I called him like I had done centries back and many many times since. 

the rest didn't even say anything, but I could feel that they felt my pain wanting to ask her too in there own way but not knowing the outcome of all this right now. I know we hoped and new she loved us enough to come back but when and if there was a danger out there for her we needed to get her now.