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Ch 26 Change of events

Locked in my room I have paced a trail around the sitting area now fr the last few hours. the boys have all tried to knock and speak to me but I refuse to answer their links, comments, or gestures.

Am I mad!

yeah, you can say that! I am Vexed!!

that wolf was supposed to be saved not killed, the fact that he wanted me as his mate is irrelevant my mission is becoming more grey as the months' pass. I have no idea if the boys even know how I am taking this. If the world and all the goons in it rely on me then I can't just let each one gets killed because of me.

It defeats the whole point of what we are trying to do.

I sigh, and keep pacing!

what is all this! why am I here, how did I go from being a human to a mated werewolf/vampire hybrid? do I even want this?

what does that even mean for everyone?

Question's so many questions all without answers all running loose in my head keeping me up, keeping me thinking on what I can do to better the outcome of everything.

Who tried to poison me, who was that wolf does his pack even know he is gone now.

where is victor, and what does he have in store for me and the boys. all play out over and over in my head all with different outcomes.

knock, knock! the pounding at my door takes me out of my thoughts.

"Who is it?" I ask cold and bitter

"your lady, ma' ma" her voice soft and gentle my maid has returned with refreshments I had sent her out for.

"Come in, then" I command trying to remember that I'm not mad at her

The door opening wide as she carries in a tray full of refreshments, as a vampire I only require blood, but as a hybrid, I need actual food and surprisingly I can still taste it and love it. she enters my eyes are one her and past her as I see his eyes looking back at me, watching me waiting for me to emerge.

Peter, standing against the wall his cold Bluegreen aqua-colored eyes piercing me through to my core, the very essence of him making me crave his touch, yet I refrain. his eyes meet mine he grins up at me. with a wink, he lowers his head his eyes still fixed on me. one leg bent against the wall he leans on it as his hands pressed flat against it too.

I stand feeling his very essence near me. no words said, no links used yet I know exactly what he is saying to me. he's waiting to check in on me making sure his mate is in her best mind.

"lady, should I close the door," my maid asks

I grin, not losing eye contact with Peter I answer "no not yet, let him watch a bit longer" I whisper to her knowing very well he can hear me.

his eyes flicker watching me

I turn walking to were the tray has been placed, taking from it what I need, eating it. grapes have always been my favorite, strawberries, and even the hummus that one of the maids love to make for me. I begin to eat letting it fill me, and drinking the freshwater my body so craves.

I make no move to look towards him, letting him stand they're uninvited.

the rules of vampires "you can't enter unless invited" I mumble to myself.

mate or not, he isn't welcomed at the moment so there in the hall he waits. I swallow turning to see him still standing there, I smirk walking up to the door as he watches his eyes catching my every step. his head lifts his eyes on mine, he's beautiful, sexy an all mine with just one word.