FORBIDDEN

Ch 106 Dreams to encounter!

My mind running wild from me, the death of winter all around me, Screams echoing in my head. 

Running, deeper into the forest, the castle grounds behind me. I run.  

my legs never tiring. Running looking for her! 

She's nowhere to be found, my skin craving her touch, my lips wanting to taste her one more time. 

AHHHHH!!!!!!! I scream, clawing at my chest wanting to break from all that is penning me down. 

WHERE IS SHE!!! I growl looking deeper into the night sky. only the moon, stars, and a few clouds covering the night sky. it's almost a perfectly clear night. 

lost this night unable to find my path back to her wondering the forest searching for a home. 

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my body jolting, shaking as I lay here and from what I could tell,  knowing that Nick had placed me in the larger living area!  my hearing hadn't quite left me in that stage. 

"hmm, how gracious of him." I thought, my vocals still unable to work. 

 Feeling everything, hearing everything, if only I could open my eyes I'd see her face, she has been here to see me a few times now, but only once has she come close enough to me to touch me. 

The feel of her skin on my hand her lips on mine, a pain so deep that I can't bear it. Think, knowing that she thought I have died,  killed me. I wanted to sit up, I wanted to get up and hold her. Telling her everything. 

Telling her that our bond had protected me, that the magic liquid I took is what has kept me in this state. 

The potion, I have found lost in the book in Rivers' room gave me all that I needed to know on how to paralyze a witch's magic but to anyone else who would use it, it could kill them. That was the one thing I was hoping our bond would keep from happening. But now as I lay here, my body in term oil wanting to get up, wake up from this state, and yet all I could do when I wasn't resting internally was listen to the world around me play out. 

Even hearing my children sit next to me, calling me telling me to wake up and talk to them.  I knew my little girl had a bond stronger to me than her brothers but she wasn't able to speak yet. This might prove a gift in time. 

I had wondered how I could communicate with everyone, with her, and I hadn't even thought about the children. The little girl who couldn't talk might just be a saving grace for me. 

If I could smirk I would be grinning from ear to ear.  My heart pounded in my chest well if it wasn't in a state of death. 

My little girl was about to reconnect with her mother and I together, or so I was hoping. I could feel the excitement running through my body but I still had no idea if this would work with my body in the state of appearing dead again. I wasn't sure I had the power internally to telecommunication with my little girl but I was going to try.

no need to close my eyes, I focused! putting all my energy into the meditation I was about to undergo to connect with my girls. I focused and began to feel her little girl's energy. her mind welcoming me in. 

"hi, daddy," she said 

I swallowed hard for a moment. it almost teared me up. 

"hi sweetheart" I answered back 

not know how long we had, wanting to ensure the message was given. I began 

"Can you give mommy a message for me" 

"Okay, daddy"

"good girl, tell her Romeo, Can you do that" 

"yup, Remo"