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Ch 84 Mother, Please!

River please she isn't even born yet, and I have yet to know her destiny can't you tell me anything. 

" Would love to tell you more then I have already, but I can't see past that" 

" River we are best friends you would tell me if there was anything else wouldn't you" 

"Yes always," 

"Good because I know that you and Cyrus had a thing once and I don't care but this is our child and I don't trust her to just anyone, I need to do this with out even him knowing if that's possible please" 

"I can't keep that hidden you know it's against what I vowed" 

"yes, but If I do it you can't be held accountable and we both know how I can do it" 

"no, no I don't and I like to keep it that way, please! I won't be able to help her or you ever again if my powers our stripped from " 

"ahh, your right! fine I'll do what I must alone but promise me you will do anything to protect and help her always" 

"yes, always as I would you" 

" Thank you" 

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Cyrus, please I can't protect her with out a blood bond spell you know that

"I don't care, we can have more kids if you are alive" 

"Cyrus how can you say that she's ours now"

"I know, I'm sorry but I can't lose you too I just can't" 

"you're not losing me, if you help me" 

"I won't, I can't turn you while you have her in you she will transformed too" 

"she's already a vampire witch hybrid what helps can she possibly become if you help" 

"If you dye for her I won't forgive you, I won't love her for taking you like this, I won't do it" 

CYRUS"!!

I had yelled all night after he left me there pregnant and alone to cry adn plan it out by myself. 

My daughter was everything to me and whether he liked it or not I would save her and perseve her for times end when she returns to save us all. 

I stood up grabbing my belonging that I needed and spells books and herbs I head north so far north that I new Cyrus couldn't find me. Nick would help me I knew he would he had already been planning a hideaway and I was going there. 

except that's not what happened along the way. 

The night had gotten colder so cold I could feel anymore, the night faded into thick fog and I knew there were near. I could feel them all the things of the night reaching out for her, taking her from my belly either to kill her now or to keep her for them. 

I wasn't about to let that happen to my baby. I foudn the old house we had lived in alone the way, and I began the plan there instead I reach ed out to Nick linking him as we did many times in practice once he thought me how to bend time and air to my will in the mind. 

"Nick, it's happening please I don't know how long for you to get here but get here and protect her, find her love her" I linked. 

feeling his growl before the link ended and I couldn't do it again. 

the spell and the thick air was around me now. 

I knew Victor was to be her mate but he wasn't in the right mind yet, he wasn't for her yet so she could be given to him now, River couldn't know about this or her time with my daughter would never happen.  

I sat back feeling her coming into this world sooner then she wanted but that was nesseary for us both. I had already been dripping a few drops of my blood from my finger in the spell when the door blow open. 

"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE" Cyrus's voice called out rushing me. 

"its too late, please let me do this or both her and I will die tonight" I cried out. 

he was at my side in a flash. 

"My love, why didn't you wait for me why did you do this now" his voice week for me and my pain the pain I knew he could feel through our bonds. 

"I did, but you voiced your opinion and I didn't wnat to force you" 

"I'd of cool down and done anything you know that" 

"yes, maybe but there was no time" 

"Victor is coming for her but he isn't ready for her now, it will be a centry til then but she will have his sons for her mate before then even a wolf. this all must happen for her to be storng enough" 

enough for what, what's coming for her

"I don't know" I lied I did know but how could I tell a father that he would be the one coming with vengons for his one and only child. She would recruit the wolves and rogue vampires to help bring them all down and I knew it was only because I had made this decision. so the moment she was born and I kissed her goodbye she would be wooshed away to River to be hidden for centries under my blood spell. to sleep until her 21st bday. 

the winds picked up hte storm I created raged outside. Victor appeared wanting to come close but it was to late he couldn't reach me, I linked him telling him soon he'd have her but not now and that I loved them all. 

I began to feel week and as I felt her slide out of me, I wrapped her up prasing her, speaking love over her and good will and fortune that we may meet again in another life, and with that, I kissed her goodbye for now. she was gone within a blink of an eye her father reaching to grab her to keep this from happening. but before could I touched his face lowering him to me for a good by kiss one that I would miss even from the next life over. 

I closed my eyes and kissed him. crying as I felt the life flee from me. but before I could react his teeth were into my neck sucking bitting down. then his wrist was in my mouth making me drink forcing me to take it down. 

"NOOOOO" my voice muffled cried out our link breaking. 

what has he done I had to die to have the spell work, and now I was transforming.. what has he done.  and with that I was gone. I was in a room darker then I could even imagine. laying there weaker then I could even think to be. 

no one else around me that I could see. a cave, forest or what it felt like outside I laid there my human witch life fleeing me, but my new vampire body taking over. the pain so unbearable I couldn't evn scream in pain as my lungs filled with my own blood for a moment. 

was that spell broken did Cyrus seal our fate and kill us both or at least our daughter after all? I wanted to cry to sigh to get up adn find out but I couldn't even more. I could do anything and for the next hundred years, I would have to lay there and wait. or I would die