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Ch12 She's ours! (part 2)

SEBASTIAN! 

I've gone into her room twice now in the night checking on her. Wanting to see for my self that she is safe and both times she is fast asleep. I can tell the brothers or at least two of them have been here, but nothing to indicate she was with them. I sigh in my own little victory that there is still hope for her yet. 

Not falling completely into a vampires charm is a great accomplishment I think to myself knowing that if there were here something could have happened that I can't see. 

I still can't remember her from 10 years back as I have been racking my brain over it. All I do remember is the wound on my arm and the bandage. 

My brother was savage when he tried to take me out, underestimating me and the abilities I had mastered over the years to overcome him and his evil ways. he was never going to be Alpha unless he got rid of me. When that failed he ran joining victor and his minions. 

I stand here now in her room for the third time tonight, feeling like a stocker! but not caring all I want it to remember her, remember if there was anything I felt for her other then what I do now. I don't want it to because It was foretold I want it to e because it was supposed to happen. But, then again I'm an open-minded creature and perhaps this is exactly what was meant to happen in the first place.  To have a bond with someone I can't even remember, but now that she is here I can't image how I didn't remember her. 

She sleeps so still and quiet as I watch her from the window seat.  I should be going leave her at peace, but I can't seem to break from her I want to hold her speak with her, tell her things ... things I keep feeling, questions I have for her. 

How she managed to stay alive for so long? 

If she knows anything else from the past that may help me remember something, anything at all. 

I sigh shaking the thought in my head calming my self so I don't' wake her. 

Mmm.. she groans out in her sleep causing me to move forward slowly and quite making sure she is well. 

" I can't... NO please!" she says dreaming out loud I wait to see what else she will revile

"LEAVE HIM ALONE! NOOOOOOO! " she yells in the dark 

"No, Nick! Nick come back... Please don't take him" she says causing me anger like never before

its this the same Nick as in NICOLAE that she dreams about and what is he doing to her? or is it a human that she once loved and was taken? SHIT!!! I groaned trying to keep my composure so not to wake her. 

YAAAAAAAH!  she gasps and sits straight up looking around getting her bearings  sweat beating off her forehead 

AS her eyes adjust to the night, she sees me locking her eyes to mine as they widen in shock and surprise.

"What are you doing here?"  she asks sitting back cover herself a little 

"I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to wake you, I only came to check on you and you were dreaming ..."I trail off then add

"my apologies I will go" I take a step to walk toward the door when her voice calls out to me

"Sebastian wait," she says

I stop dead in my tracks turning every so slightly to her looking down over my shoulder at her

"yes?" I whisper asking

"I missed you! where were you tonight earlier?" her words take me by surprise

"I had to take care of pack matters, where you okay while I was gone?" I ask trying to change the topic and seeming to fail