Camp ↠ Ashton Irwin

31 // crushes & pizza

"Jesus, baby. Breath." I said laughing pushing Ashton off my chest.

We've been making out in his cabin for about forty five minutes and haven't exactly stopped for a breather (not that I'd mind.)

"Sorry. You're just really fucking addicting." He said rubbing my hips as he had been earlier.

I picked up one of his hands and just sorta examined it.

Everything.

Everything about him about him was so beautiful. From his hazel eyes to the slightly red, irritated skin on his elbows to the pads of his fingers.

I loved every moment.

It's been three weeks and this boy has driven me up new hills I've never been before.

He's the reason why I'm crazy happy and don't mind waking up at 6:30 in the morning.

"You're also very addicting, Irwin." I said raising my eyebrows still examining his hands.

I started tracing along the veins that stuck up lightly on the top of his hand.

"That tickles you know." he said with a small giggle coming from the back of his throat.

I stopped and rested my hand on his knee and instead.

A small smile grew from dimple to dimple.

"I never said I didn't like it." He said kissing the top of my knuckle.

"Can I just say something?" He spoke again in a soft tone.

"Anything." I said sitting up and crossing my legs.

"Well. Emma. 3 weeks. Tomorrow it will already be four. I don't even- I can't..put into words how much you mean to me. It's crazy. Honestly. Four weeks and you're all mine. I came to this camp seeing to sulk and pout for 8 weeks she sigh but you've really changed that. Em, I love you, I love you a lot and you've made me realize..realize what love is again. I love you." He said. A light shade of pink stared to appear on the tops of his cheeks.

"Ash." I started. "Ash, I- I love you too." I said smiling and pressing a light kiss to where the blush had appeared.

"Can we just make out again?" He said grabbing my hands and wrapping them around the back of his neck.

"It'd be a pleasure." I said leaning back in.

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We sat in the mess hall for dinner. Pizza night's were always my favourite..well..actually they were Michael's favourite. We often argued in who liked it more.

"So..we have one more month here guys." Calum said taking a bite of his pizza crust before actually starting on the pizza.

"Yeah..it's crazy how fast it's soared by." I said playing with the corner of my napkin.

"God damn. This food is so beautiful." Michael said starting on his third slice.

I looked over to Hayley who was the only one laughing at Michael's small comment that wasn't even that funny.

"I need to go to the washroom..Hayley did you wanna come?" I asked.

"Oh..yeah sure." She said quickly taking the last bite of her first piece and whiping her hands of her pants.

"Napkins do exist, Hayley." Michael said winking at her.

She got up and rushed in front of me to the washroom.

"Someone has a little crush." I said quickly shutting the door behind her.

"I don't know what you're on about." Hayley said running her fingers through her hair.

"Oh shut up. Is something going on?" I asked pulling on her arm curiously.

"Ugh. Shut up. Nothing is going on. We've talked and the feelings are there but..nope. Nothing has really shifted. He likes me and I like him so. Yeah." She said awkwardly shifting from one foot to another.

"Why wouldn't you tell me about this?" I questioned.

"Thought you might judge. We have very different tastes in guys and I thought you'd judge me or something..I don't know. Kinda stupid." She said glancing at me then the floor.

"Hayley, I wouldn't judge you on anything. You're one of my best friends. Tell me anything, okay?"

"Okay." Said said giving me a small hug before leaving the washroom me following behind at a fast pace.

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{A/N, sorry I've haven't been updating regularly. High school is keeping me fairly busy. It's harder to write long chapters.}

PS, WHATS UP WITH GHOST READERS?? I HAVE LIKE 100+ reads on chapters with like 9 votes..I'm confused??