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Felix x suicidal reader

Felix pov

"(Y/n)!" I beam, pulling my old friend into a hug. "Heh, hey feel. Long time no see" she says, hugging back and patting my back. We brake the hug and I smile brightly at her, "so how's everything been?". She shrugs slightly, "I can't really complain. Finally been able to escape from my house". Her smile was amazing. I couldn't get enough of it. "How about you, feel?" She asks, leaning on my shoulder. "Well, it's been great. I've made new friends, been on an adventure, got my book out and I've been hanging out with Sheba alot" I smile. "How is Sheba? Haven't seen her in ages" (y/n) says, standing straight. "She's fine. We can go see her if you want" I suggest. (y/n) nods, smiling brightly "yeah, let me just do something". I nod, letting her walk away.

(Y/n) had been gone longer then I expected. I began to worry. Soon, I saw her. I smile at her, she smiles back. But it seemed fake. I tilt my head slightly, showing my confusion. She just giggles and ruffles my fur "come on then. Let's go". I ignored what just happened and put my smile back on, leading (y/n) to Sheba.

"Hi Sheba!" (Y/n) greeted with a wide smile. Sheba turns around to face us. She looked confused for a second but soon smiled. "Well howdy, (y/n)!" She waves. (Y/n) waves back, making me chuckle slightly. Sheba makes her way over to us. Once she was close enough, she hugged (y/n) gently. "How've you been?" She asks, braking the hug. "Can't complain" (y/n) smiles, "how about you?". Sheba shrugs slightly, "been hangin' with this fluff ball so it's been great".

~time skip~

(Y/n) pov

I've been speaking with Felix and Sheba for awhile. It was great. I've missed them and I was happy to see them again. "I'll be right back" I say, rushing towards the bathroom. Once I got there, I closed the door and locked it. I sighed, resting the back of my head on the door. I looked into the mirror, staring deep into my (e/c) eyes. I opened my bag, pulling out a small blade. I stared at it for a moment, before bringing it down to my arm. I pull my sleeve up, revealing many small cuts. Some were faded, some were fresh. I sigh, impaling my arm with the cold metal. I winced at the pain, but put myself through it anyway. Once I moved the blade, blood oozed out and slowly trickled down my arm. I sigh again, putting the blade away and grabbing some tissue. I wipe away the blood and look at the cut I had made. It stung, but that only made me smile. The pain was nice. I really did deserve it. I pull my sleeve down, hiding any evidence of me going through any pain. I put on my most convincing smile and exited the bathroom. I caught glimpse of Felix and Sheba and walked up to them, praying they didn't notice anything wrong. "Hey, (y/n)! Everything alright?" Felix says, swaying his tail in curiousity. I let out a small giggle, "yeah. I'm fine". We then spoke until the sun lowered. "Oh, it's getting late. I should go" I say. "Why don't you stay with feel. Yah know since it's late and probably dangerous" Sheba says. By that comment, Felix's face went red. "Well, I'd like to but it really depends on feel-" Felix cut me off with "n..no, no! It's fine! I don't mind!". I gave a small smile, "ok, then. Why don't we make our way". Felix nods, walking up to me. We wave goodbye to Sheba and make our way to Felix's house.

Felixs house was huge, neat and just amazing. Like seriously, one guy needed this house!? "You can take my bed and I'll take the couch" Felix says, hanging up his hat. "What!? No, no, no, feel. I can't do that" I say, jumping back slightly and almost smacking into the wall. "It's, ok, (y/n). I insist" Felix says, giving an adorable smile. I felt my cheeks get hot, "f..fine". Felix chuckles slightly, gesturing for me to follow him, which I did. He lead me to what I assume to be his room. It wasn't that big, but I guess that's because of all decor that Felix has. His walls were full of notes and images of mysterious creatures. "Sorry about the mess. I've not really had much time to sort it out" Felix says, rubbing the back of his neck. I smile, "it's ok! I don't mind!". Felix smiles at me, his eyes glimmering. "T..thanks feel" I stutter, ruffling the fur on top of Felix's head. His face went red, but he quickly exited the room. Not quick enough for me to not see his flustered face. I giggle slightly, closing the door. I then sat on the bed, and let me just say; OH MY FUCKING GOD ITS SO FUCKING SOFT!!!!!! I never thought anything could be this soft. Well, maybe a chinchillas fur. Whatever. I fell on my back and relished in the soft comfort of the mattress.

3rd pov

The next morning, when Felix woke up, he went upstairs to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash up. But when he opened the door, he saw (y/n). She wasn't doing anything he expected her to be doing. But she was cutting herself. She mumbles, "Felix only let you stay because of pity. He doesn't like you like you like him. Stop dreaming". Felix went wide eyed, more out of shock then surprise, and slowly backed away. He didn't believe it. He couldn't believe it. He continuesly shook his head, muttering "no" over and over again, until his back hit the wall which made a loud noise on impact.

(Y/n) heard this, so she turns to face the door. She was surprised to see it open. She swore she had closed it. She pulls down her sleeve, not caring that it was now covered in her own blood, and walked towards the door. Before she could close it again, it swung wide open. Felix stood there, half of him worried, the other half angry. "F..Felix!" (Y/n) yelps out of shock. Felix took a deep breath, calming his nerves. He slowly reached for (y/n)'s arm and lifted her sleeve up, revealing the cuts. He looks up at her, a few tears in his eyes. "Why are you doing this?" He asks. (Y/n) didn't answer, just stayed silent since she didn't know how to respond. "Why!" Felix says, losing control of his anger. (Y/n) stepped back slightly, saying "I..I couldn't take it". "Couldn't take what? What are you hiding!?" Felix says, his fists clenching in anger. A few tears slipped out of (y/n)'s eyes. She hated Felix yelling. She hated anyone yelling. Felix realized what he had done, so he calmed himself again. "(Y/n). I'm sorry I yelled. Just, please explain" Felix says, gently taking (y/n)'s hands. They stared into each other's eyes for a moment, seeming to read each other's minds. (Y/n) then slowly nodded her head, and began to explain all that's happened.

"Why would your family do that?" Felix asks. "I...I don't know. Maybe it's because I'm a failure, and cant do anything right" (y/n) tried to wipe away her tears, but they didn't stop coming. Felix cupped (y/n)'s face in his hands, wiping the tears with his thumbs. "Don't say that. You're not a failure. They're just jealous because they have to look at someone as beautiful as you" Felix says, his tone soft. (Y/n) blushed slightly, a tiny smile forming on her lips. Felix releases her, brushing a hand through her (h/c) hair. "You shouldn't do that to yourself. There are better ways to resolve these sort of problems" Felix paused, staring into (y/n)'s (e/c) orbs, then continued; "like talking to a friend". (Y/n) smiled, taking Felix into a hug. Her figure shook as she silently sobs. Felix wrapped his arms around her waist, resting his head in the crook of her neck. He began to mumble sweet nothings into her ear, but he put all meaning into it. He embraced this moment. He's always wanted to hold her in his arms. To have her warmth so close to him. He's always wanted to have her. Felix then mumbled, "I love you". (Y/n) went wide eyed and quickly pulled away from him, "r.. really?!". Felix's face went red, but nodded. (Y/n) smiled brightly, hugging Felix again. "I love you too!" She exclaims. Felix was taken aback, but hugged back tightly. (Y/n) then kissed his nose, leaving Felix flustered. "Thank you for everything, feel" (y/n) says, a soft smile on her face. "I..I...no problem" Felix stuttered, not quite sure what just happened.

(Yeah! I finally got this out! I've been pissed at my older brother cause he's being an asswhole. But that's not going to stop me from writing! Even though I feel down it makes me happy knowing that there are people out there that are enjoying something I'm enjoying. I'll see you in the next one. Thank you all!!)