"Let me show you how to love yourself the way that I love you baby."
What happens when the girl that deems herself invisible is finally seen by someone she thought would never look her way? Will he teach her how to love not only herself but him as w...
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Raelle
This morning I woke up feeling the best I've felt in weeks. I have my baby back, and got the best dick of my life last night. Life couldn't be any better!
Right now I'm currently laying on Dominic's side with his arm wrapped securely around me as I trace the many tattoos on his chest. We're both still naked from all that took place last night.
He is still sleeping as I just sit here and admire how beautiful this man truly is. I'm so thankful that he was placed into my life.
I've had a lot of time to think over these last three weeks. I've been doing a lot of self reflection which has led to trying to figure out just where to start on this journey to self love and growth.
I'm tired of being a victim to my own mind and circumstances. I'm ready to be the best possible version of myself. I truly want to do this for myself.
All of this was triggered by Dominic coming into my life. He has forced me to acknowledge that the way I tend to handle problems is not healthy.
My communication sucks, and I haven't been putting in enough effort to fix that. I have to learn how to face my problems instead of running away like a scared child.
I also need to deal with the emotional scars left on my heart from my exes. I can't allow them to hold my heart hostage anymore. Dominic deserves to have all of me. My heart rightfully belongs to him, and it's time for me to fix the damage left over from the past.
Lastly and most importantly I need to address the issues I have with my parents. I don't even know where to begin with this one, but I know this is the foundation of my problems.
I can't do this for anyone else but me.
This journey of strengthening my mental health won't be easy, but I'm so glad that I'm not alone on this journey.
Dominic chose to see what I can be instead of what I am right now. To me that is true love. Seeing past my brokenness and knowing that it doesn't define me.
Now it is my responsibility to get my shit together not only for myself but because he deserves that from me.
He is such a great man and deserves for me to be at my very best self in order to love him the way he deserves to be loved.
I feel like I could never show him how much I appreciate and love him, but I plan to spend the rest of my life trying. He can have whatever he wants from me.
