"Let me show you how to love yourself the way that I love you baby."
What happens when the girl that deems herself invisible is finally seen by someone she thought would never look her way? Will he teach her how to love not only herself but him as w...
I feel a lot better after I took my ass to the doctor yesterday so in honor of that y'all get another update
Also shout out to my baby jaycaprio for making the new book cover for me. I love it and I love her! Go check out any of her books they all are good af 😌♥️
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Raelle
Sitting on the edge of the pool I move my feet around watching the water create small ripples.
I've been out here for the last hour just thinking about the events of the day.
My mind keeps going back to how quickly things went left at the club. Then I'm constantly replaying back the last thing Dominic said to me in the car.
"Nah fuck this shit! If she wanna entertain a nigga who treated her like complete shit that's on her ass! She good at smiling in muh-fuckas faces who do her wrong."
How was I entertaining him when he was the one in my face? I was already at the bar waiting on bottles. I didn't approach him he approached me.
I was not about to drop everything I was already doing just because his ass decided to pop up randomly.
I hear the door to the outdoor pool area close causing me to look up. Teyana and Dreka are heading towards me with frowns on their faces.
"Bitch we been looking for your ass for the last hour!" Teyana says coming to sit on my right side while Dreka sits on the left.
"I'm sorry. I just needed some time to get my thoughts together." I say.
"This shit got way out of hand. What Dominic said to you in the car was not okay! I get he was upset but that nigga's mouth is so damn reckless when he is mad. He's always been like that." Dreka says.
That's something I've noticed about him over the past few months. He gets really mean when he is upset. It's like his goal is to hurt me with his words and I don't like that.
"So how did this all start?" Teyana asks me as she places her feet into the pool alongside mine.
"So I was at the bar waiting for the bottles we ordered. I hear someone call my name from behind and turn around seeing my ex boyfriend Alejandro. Granted I haven't seen him in two years so I'm in shock. We didn't end on the best terms due to him constantly cheating and getting some girl pregnant. Anyway he starts spitting all this bs about how he loves me and wants me back. I told the nigga to leave me alone, but he kept talking. Then Dom came over and shit went all the way left from there."
"Why didn't you come get us?" Dreka asks.
"You guys can't always fight my battles for me. I needed to hear Dro out and say my peace so that I can finally close that chapter of my life. For so long I have ignored all the pain others have caused, and it is time for me to stop pushing shit under the rug. I needed to be a woman and face that situation on my own."
