Gedichtesammlung~♡

Demons in my mind

This is dedicated to all the dark souls out there: The past will never be forgotten but you can make it invisible for your own eyes.
All the demons that live inside our minds will never be able to erase our souls if we make them disappear. For that, we have to let time pass by and  take them slowly away... even if you have to fully trust in patience.

Unspoken words pile up in my mind

It hurts to be speechless, but I'm used to be hurt

The lion caged within myself wants to break free, but I'm afraid of what he'll find,

Sure enough he'll be destructive,

causing damage in the zoo,

where everyone is watching me,

observing what they want to see,

while I'm suffering from the thing that lives inside me

Slowly dying of the weight I bear.

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In everyone's favor, I shut my mouth, keep my demons caged,

'cause I really want to change,

before I let myself crash down at the icey floor, where all my broken pieces can finally be seen

My lion won't catch me, although he's fast and greedy,

before he could devour my human soul, I'll make use of the magic I've learnt through years...

...years of being patient with myself,
...years of praying for better without success,
...years of crying over loved ones that have passed, 

I'll transform you into a bird, that can fly far away,

a bird that will do as I say,

he'll take the darkness, the emptyness and the silence away from me,

and disappear into unknown space

Out of my sight, out of my mind,

forever will my tiny bird hide.