Chapter 33:No Regrets
Alexis' POV
"I love you Alexis.." He's spoke those words in between our kisses. Napatigil lang kami ng halos pareho na kaming pangapusan ng hininga. He's looking at me, magkadikit ang mga noo namin.. at walang sabi-sabi, he kissed me again, this time, more intense.. I did my best na sabayan ang galaw ng labi niya sakin. His hand is at my back, stroking, while my arms are all over his neck. I felt the softness of the bed in my back, but I didn't dare to stop him. God, it's feels so good to be this close to him.
He started kissing my neck, while his hands roamed all over my body, in my thighs, in my belly. I can't think straight. I felt his hands inside my shirt, tugging my bra, then on my breast.
"God Alexis! I want you.. I want you so bad.. " Parang nararamdaman niya din kung anu man ang nararamdaman ko. Then he stopped kissing me,placed both his arms on the other side of my head and looked at me in the eye.
"Honey, you have to stop me now. You won't be able to stop me later." He said those as if he's dying. Gusto ko ba siyang tumigil? But I want him too.. so I made the decision and kissed him again.
"Hmm.. hon?" He stopped again and looked at me, nagtatanong ang mga mata niya.
"I-I don't w-want you to s-stop..." Kinakabahan na naman ako. I can't almost say it.
The next thing I knew, he started kissing me again. More passionate, much more intense. He started taking off my clothes, leaving only my undergarments. Then, he took off his shirt as well. God, he looks sexy looking at me directly while taking off his shirt. OMG!!
I can feel his 'readyness' on my thighs, nakaramdam ako ng takot at excitement at the same time. He took off my undies at binibigyang pansin niya ang pagdama sa dibdib ko. I feel so hot. Kakaiba yung init na nararamdaman ko, he's sucking my other breast while he's massaging the other.
"M-matt.. Oh god!.." Hindi ko napigilang mapa-ungol. The sensation, the heat.. I felt his hands from my breast going down, and I know exactly where its heading.
"Damn hon, you're wet.." Hindi ko alam kung mahihiya ako o lalo akong mag-iinit sa sinabi niya. So I kissed him even harder while his hands played in the middle of my thighs. I felt his finger slid inside me and I almost can't breathe.
"Sh*t Alexis!!" He cursed in the middle of our kiss.. his finger going in and out of me. I can feel something building inside of me. Hindi ko alam kung ano, pero gusto ko siyang tumigil at magpatuloy at the same time. Nobody ever told me, this can make you go crazy!
"Ahh...Matt.. Ohh.. I-I.." Di ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko.
"You coming baby?" Oh! Maybe I am! Then he stopped the kiss and looked at me, then slowly, he went down on me. Sh*t!
"Matt!! Wag!.." OMG! He can't!
"Sssh.. I'll take care of you.." Then, I felt his mouth 'down there'. His finger still inside, moving in and out, while his tongue, licking 'there'. I felt it.. I'm really coming.. I can't stop myself from moaning.
"M-matt.. ohh.. you need to stop.. ohh.."
"Let go honey.. tell me you're coming.." Then his hands moved faster, in-out..
"Oh! I'm coming.. Matt, I'm c-coming.." Then, I felt it. I felt my body shudder. Then, he stopped.. Lumayo siya sakin sandali,then he took of his brief. OMG! Napatingin ako sa baba niya, that's when I felt the fear again. I know it will hurt, pero hindi ko alam kung gaano kasakit.. 'cause seeing his 'friend' there, I know he's huge. He parted my legs and moved in the middle. He kissed me again.
"M-matt.." Nararamdaman ko na yung lakas ng tibok ng puso ko, then I felt him positioning 'himself'.
"Ahh..Matt.. Oh, please don't move!" I can't help but wince.. I can feel a tear in my eye.. Alam kong mahigpit na din ang hawak ko sa braso niya, but I really can't help it. It hurts like hell!
"I'm sorry baby, it'll pass.. God, you're so tight.." Then he pushed a little more. I wanted to stop him, 'cause it hurts a lot already but I can't even speak.
"Baby, I'll make it up to you. I swear." Then he drove harder, then I felt something tear inside me, kasabay non I felt a tear dropped from my eyes.
"Ahh.. God honey.." Then he tried to move again.
"Ahh.. oh, please.." He stopped. I tried to move myself, so as to ease the pain.
"Don't. Honey, please.. you're going to kill me." So I stopped, he rained kisses on me.. while telling me sweet words.. Hindi ko maalala kung kelan nawala yung sakit, pero naramdaman kong bumibilis ang galaw niya at hindi ko napigilang hindi siya sabayan.
"Baby! Oh.. Damn! Coming.. sh*t!... Baby, I'm coming.." He's moving harder and faster, hanggang sa tumigil siya, and he kissed me again, hindi siya umalis agad sa ibabaw ko, he gave little kisses instead. In my face, in my neck, shoulders then he whispered 'I love you' before he moved at my side and hugged me tight.
"Ok ka lang?.." Tinanong niya ako habang nakayakap siya sa likod ko. Hinihila na ako ng antok kaya tumango na lang ako at humikab.
"Thank you honey.. I love you so much.. Sleep now." Then he kissed me again. Let tomorrow take care of itself, yes it hurts a lot but I have no regrets, because I love this man so much.
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