chapter 4

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Javier Baeza

Javier fucking baeza.

some qualities about him

- cute / hot kid on campus

- popular

- had a cute cousin

- prick

- cunt

- shitty fucking boyfriend

i think the last 3 qualities were from me, but i think there 100% well known fucking facts, javier baeza was my boyfriend in 6th grade, the one who i think pretty much made me popular in school and the reason why half of the girls in school pretty much hated me.we dated for about 8 months i think, 8 hellish months but i mean what can i say.. during that time i was happy, but i was happy with a prick. there were some times were he was "nice" and acting like an actually boyfriend.

the time when he introduced me to his mom

or the time where he kissed me in front of his friends

or when he wouldnt be afraid to hold my hand or place his hand on my thigh

or i think the cutest thing he had ever done, is when us both, soleydi, ruby,sebastian and some other kids were in club del sol.. a homework club and everytime the teacher would step out the classroom, he would race up to me and kiss me and sit back down.

we would also get in trouble by mrs valencia the club del sol teacher for passing notes to each other and she would read every thing we sent to each other, we would tell each other how much we loved each other.. like of us 6th graders even knew what love meant and that we were happy for being together

but it was fun while it lasted

we broke up

we broke up, because he said " my friends keep telling me to break up with you " then it was pe time, sebastian who was still a brother to me during the time.. we were all playing volleyball in the school dance studio , girls vs boys, sebastian comes to me and ask me

" sis, are you guys broken up?" he ask

" i dont know, are we ?" i ask

he went over to javier and came back to me

" you guys are " he responded

i felt sad for a moment, until i looked up and looked at javier , sebastian came back ans fourth with us, where we kept just saying shit to each other.

" i didnt even like you" javier said

" i only dated you because i was desperte " javier added

" your ugly anyways " he added

i said

" atleast im not a pervert"

" dont be acting stupid now that were broken up "

" your a stupid bitch "

i didnt care, i was over him, i didnt even fucking cry over a prick like him.

i was just happy i finally got rid of him

after a couple days of our break up , i still continued to be friends with the rest of the people of our group until guess who i find out is now dating javier

soleydi fucking alvarez

one of my best friends at the time

wtf is that shit

and what pissed me off the most is that she told me " dont worry, ill never date him, ill never do that to you "

bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .

i mean i was still a pussy back then , and i did not like to start any drama back then.. but i mean what can i do? i watched them have an off and on relationship for such a long time.. they stopped dating in 10th grade.. and since that time all i knew about there relationship since then is that they continued to date even thought the both of them cheated on each other pretty much 5 or 10 times but thats none of my buisness.

all i can say now about javier is

thank you

thank you for actually giving me a name in school and actually giving me clout on campus.

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