Lately me and Colby haven't been hanging out that much. He's always at Brennens or Sam's, never with me. I just clean the apartment and make him food then he leaves.
It's was one in the morning and I was laying on the couch scrolling through Instagram. I heard the door open then close. "Hey babe." I said sitting up. He did a little smile then walked into the bedroom. I got up and walked into the bedroom with him. "Are you okay?" I asked. "Why are you so worried!" He yelled. "I was just making sure you were okay I haven't seen you all day." I said quietly. "I'm great! Stop being so clingy!" He yelled throwing his pants to the other side of the room. "How am I being clingy? I haven't talked nor seen you all day?" I said annoyed. "Can you just stop talking to me god your so f*cking annoying." He said. He then realized what he said. I nodded my head and grabbed my phone and keys. "I'm so f*cking annoying huh? Yeah cause I haven't seen you and I wanted to make sure that you were okay! You know it's fine tomorrow I'll just get my things and leave!" I yelled. I slammed the door closed and walked to my car and slammed my hands on the steering wheel. My phone was blowing up from text from Colby and phone calls. I powered off my phone. I looked out the window and closed my eyes. Tears started falling. I wiped the tears away and started my car. I drove around LA for a bit then stopped at an old trail I used to always walk on. I walked up on it till I reached the top of the mountain then sat on an old bench. I looked at the city lights and cried. After a few hours of staring and crying I walked back to my car. I looked at the time and it was 6:45am. I drove back to the apartment. I quietly walked in trying not to make noise but colby was already up and sitting in the living room. He sprung up and ran to me. "Oh my god! Where have you been! I've been calling you!" He yelled worried. "Non of your business I told you I wasn't staying here tonight." I said walking into the bedroom grabbing my suitcase. Colby grabbed it from me. "What are you doing?" He asked. "I'm leaving Colby." I said trying to grab the suitcase from him. "No your not." He said putting the suit case back. I let my head fall backwards and groaned. "How are you going to say I'm annoying and then when I try to leave you don't want me too." I said looking at him. I just now realized he had tear stains all over his cheeks. I looked at the bed stand and saw all the tissues he's used. "Because I was stressed and things haven't been going well for me. I'm losing subscribers and I don't have any video ideas and it's been a hard couple of weeks." He said looking at the ground. I walked up to him grabbing his hand and making him sit on the bed. I sat next to him and held his hands. "Why didn't you tell me this earlier?" I said looking at him. "I don't know, I just thought you wouldn't care." He said looking at me. "Colbs I'll always care, I care about you so much. Your my only happiness and if that's taken from you it's taken from me. I never ever want you to go through this alone, that's why I'm here. If you are stressed or need help I'm here baby. I care so much about you. Please please tell if you need me. " I said hugging him."I'm sorry. " He said crying. I sat on his lap so that I straddled him."Don't cry, and it's not your fault. " I said wiping his tears away." I love you so much baby. " I said looking at him. He pulled me closer so that he could hug me tight. He stuck his face into my neck." I love you so much. " He said. He pulled out of the hug but lazily left his hands on my waist." I thought I was going to lose you. " He said looking at me."Never unless you cheat cause if you do then I'm chopping your d*ck off." I said laughing."Well one I will never cheat, and two why would you chop off my d*ck?" He asked laughing."So that your hoe can't get the pleasure I only get! " I said waving my hand around."Yeah is that so? Am I the only one I can pleasure? " He said smirking."Yes you can only pleasure me and me only. " I said smiling."Okay. " He said flipping us over."Well then shall I pleasure my queen? " He asked." Hmmm. She said go for it." I said laughing. He smirked and began kissing me.
A/n- Welp.. That ending was something I didn't know was going to happen. I had like ten break downs yesterday cause I start school in like five days and there's a guy that likes me but like he REALLY likes me and I rejected him but he's obsessed so like I'm scared to go to school. But it's okay my friends said they are going to protect me as weird as that sounds. I hope you all have a good day or had a good day! I lerv you so so much! You all mean the world to me and your love and support is the best thing to wake up too in the morning! I'll see you all soon! And again I lerv you all I'll never stop saying that! Seriously ill never stop telling you all how much I love you! You all mean everything to me and I don't know what I'll do without you all!
