The Wife's Misery (Misery Series #1)

Kabanata 32

Kabanata 32:

My heart is racing too fast that it may come out in my rib cage in no time.  Halos hindi na nga ako makahinga ng maayos dahil sa sobrang kaba. I'm already here in front of Isaac's penthouse. Naka door bell na ako at nanlalamig na ako sa kinatatayuan ko hindi dahil sa takot kundi sa kaba kung kaya ko bang sabihin sa kanya.

I text him a while ago that we need to talk in a private and secluded area, where there's no one will heard our conversation and he said he's in his penthouse and I agreed to went here.

I heard the click of the door and my heart beats faster. Bumungad sa akin ang maaliwalas niyang mukha na napakamilyar na sa akin at agad kong nabakas ang pag-aalala sa mukha niya.

"God Noreen!" aniya at babatiin ko na sana siya ng bigla ko na lang naramdaman ang bisig niya na bumalot sa akin na naging mahigpit ng unti unti. I can even heard his pounding heart beat. Hindi ko alam kung kinakabahan din ba siya dahil mas malakas ang tibok ng puso niya sa akin.

"I was worried for you for pete's sake!" hinaplos niya ang buhok ko at naramdaman ko pa ang marahan niyang paghagkan roon.

"You're over acting I'm fine."

"There's a fan of Yassi giving you threats about the issue and some of them are insulting you! I was worried sick thinking about you! Actually I came in your house last night but its looks like there's no one there." nanlaki ang mata ko sa sinabi niya.

"Y-You went?" gulat kong sinabi at tumango siya.

"But your not there right? So become more worried thinking where you possibly are. Hindi rin naman alam ni Ralph."

"Actually I don't know that Yassi's fan are giving me threats. Kung hindi mo sinabi baka hindi ko pa alam. I'm fan Isaac they threats are just nothing. Hanggang salita lang iyon."

"Good to hear that. C'mon let's get inside. Baka hindi ka pa kumakain." anyaya niya at tumango naman ako dahil medyo nagugutom na nga ako dahil matagal na ang huli kong kain. Dati kaya ko pa naman na hindi magutom ng mabilis pero dahil dalawa na kami ngayon, I'm starving easily.

Nagluto si Isaac habang nakaupo ako sa bar counter at pinapanood siya. I didn't even know he can cook. He's so busy like me in our career. Pero mukhang may oras pa siyang matuto ng bagay na ito. Kung ibang babae lang ang nasa puwesto ko ngayon sigurado akong nahulog na sa kanya.

Watching him cook passionately with his lean muscles would make any girls drool and fall for him more. I can blame those ton of of girls chasing him. He really looks like a husband.

Isaac is an ideal guy but I can't see my self with him. Hinihiling ko nga na sana siya na lang iyong una kong nakilala. I'm not numb not to feel and see the love and sparks in his eyes everytime he look at me.

Kagaya rin ng sabi ni Ralph, he will surely wait for me but I don't want that to happened. I already found my happiness in my baby inside my womb. He/She is not yet here but I love her/him already and I want Isaac to find his happiness too. I want the best for him.

Mukhang sanay na nga talagang magluto si Isaac dahil mabilis siyang natapos pero ang lasa ng pagkain ay para bang dumaan sa maraming proseso para maging ganoon kasarap. Mas lalo tuloy akong nagutom kaya napadami ang kain ko. I didn't even notice that Isaac is staring at me the whole time.

Napansin ko lang ng matapos na ako at umiinom ng tubig. I notice too that he didn't eat.

"Bakit hindi ka kumain?" medyo nahiya tuloy ako dahil parang sa sobrang gutom ko ay hinayaan niya na lang akong kainin ang lahat at ang pati ang kanya ay ibigay sa akin.