Lisa was a hardworking student while her classmate Chaeyoung was addicted to everything.
Nobody seemed to care about the girl getting high off drugs. Well, everyone except for one.
Lisa.
She cared, and she wanted to make sure Chaeyoung didn't die.
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(Clare pov)
As she watched Roseanne leave the living room, her heart broke into a million pieces.
Even though her daughter was living a happy life now... that didn't amount much compared to the pain she had dealt with while living in that camp.
And the drug dealer...
She put a hand over her mouth and began crying into it while seated on the couch. Quietly sobbing at the thought of what had happened to Roseanne.
A disgusting being taking advantage of her only fifteen year old daughter.
The idea of Chaeyoung seeking drugs as her refuge hurt her. But, she understood her daughters reasoning.
Clare didn't expect PTSD to be one, she just assumed Roseanne was upset about her life and loss of her family that she didn't care to waste their money or her life to substances.
But man did she wish to have stayed by her daughters side.
She really didn't mean to leave her, truly, she was just being cowardice after getting situated in Australia again.
Too afraid of returning to a possibly dead daughter.
And if so, leaving the only blaming left to do, on herself.
She was so selfish.
Clare thought she was the hurt one, after loosing her husband and oldest.
But Roseanne actually experienced it. Woke up with the news of their deaths in a hospital, after months of sleep, and had PTSD after the accident that caused it all.
Of course she would become addicted to her medication... because Clare did nothing to help her overcome anything.
She ignored her because of the pain. Seeing her first daughter Alice in Roseanne's face. Or her husbands nature and character in the way Roseanne acted.
But that didn't give her any right to ignore her... she should have been happy to see the resemblance of her family in her.
Happy that Mason and Alice could live on within Rosesnne, instead of fading away with their deaths.
She really messed up, and Roseanne will probably never forgive her for any of it. And Clare really couldn't argue with that.
Because she did abandon Roseanne.
She abandoned her only baby she had left.
Clare resumed her crying until she felt the presence of someone looking at her. She lifted her head slowly and looked at the big orange fish that watched her from a tank within the room.
"Hello Joohwang." She spoke quietly while wiping her face and straightening herself up on the couch. "I'm sure you're upset with me too huh?"
Joohwang looked at her some more before swimming to the other side of the tank. She sighed and stood up, walking over to him. "Mad at me? For leaving Rosie?"
