Title: oh mrs. Believer// Jack ⚠️trigger warning⚠️ mentions of suicide and self hate
Back story: You're an actress know for your role as Margaret Hanlon in the 2017 reboot of Stephen king's IT. You played one of the losers and Eddie's love interest. You also suffer from severe depression and anxiety.
Your POV
I'm here in San Diego for SDCC with Sophia, Jack, Chosen, and Finn. I was currently sitting on the roof watching the sunset. As tears silently fell
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"You ok?" I heard Jack say from behind me. I quickly wiped my tears
"Oh hey babe, yea I'm ok." I said with a fake laugh. He just sighed and sat next to me
"What are you doing up here?" He asked
"Thinking. I don't know, you know how my brain wonders." I said avoiding eye contact
"Are the voices back?" He asked
"The what?" I asked playing dumb
"The voices, y/n are the voices back? I just wanna help you babe. Are you sad again?" He spoke softly holding my hand I slowly nodded
"I wish they would go away. I wanna be happy you know. I don't like feel sad all the time. Sometimes I just never know what to do. There are times when I just wanna die, times when I just feel like I have nothing left to live for."
"I know baby, I know. We're gonna get threw this." He said wiping my tears away
"God I probably look terrible." I laughed
"No bubba you look so beautiful. My pretty weeper"He spoke softly laughing a little. We sat there for a while in silence
After a while it started to get dark and cold. But we didn't want to move.
"Y/n, where ever you go in life I'll be here. To love you, to hold you, to support you, and be the best I can be for you."
"Wherever we go....."
"Together we go Babygirl"
"I love you Jack"
"I love you too. No matter what. And that twisted mind of yours won't stop me" he said. I after a few minutes of staring into each other's eyes he pulled his phone out and started playing a song before he jumped up.
"Dance with me?" Hr asked hold his hand out. I nodded ashe pulled me up.
Oh, miss believer, my pretty sleeper Your twisted mind is like snow on the road Your shaking shoulders prove that it's colder Inside your head than the winter of dead
It started raining and we just looked up laughing
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I will tell you I love you But the muffs on your ears will cater your fears My nose and feet are running as we start travel through snow Together we go (together we go)
"Will never stop loving you babe." I whispered and he smiled
We get colder As we grow older We will walk So much slower
"Forever baby girl."
Oh, miss believer, my pretty weeper Your twisted thoughts are like snow on the rooftops Please, take my hand, we're in foreign land As we travel through snow Together we go Together we go
We get colder As we grow older We will walk So much slower
"You're my believer y/n. And I will never stop being there for you."
