My travel log 5

Hanging out with Josh

Today I woke up at 9 and I watched some videos before Josh came and picked me up for 1. He drove me back to his new house so I can see it. He has his own basement and I was so happy that the only parent I saw was his dad. I'm not ready to see him mom again after everything that had happen. We went into his part of the house and he showed me around. Then we sat down and talked. I was finally able to talk about what I been wanting to talk about. I talked about the promise bracelet and how much it represent to how I feel. I told him my promises and the 13 reasons why I love him. He told me that he appreciate me telling him and he asked if it's alright if he think about it. I told him yeah because I don't want to pressure him into being with me. That wouldn't work. Then I talked about everything I talked about at the Kiva and seriously he was really closed to me and he was looking at me the way he always does.

 After I finished talking about everything I wanted to talked about we just talked about different YouTubers. Then we left at 4:00 and drive back to Gloucester to eat at Poseidon's for pizza. We did had a flat on the way so his dad had to come and help Josh fix it with the spare. When we were at the pizza place it was fun. I used my seasonings on my pizza and he was making fun of me. I gave him one of the seasonings I don't like because he likes it. It was so much fun. Then we left and went to the fisherman stature. We took a couple of pictures and then we walked to a convenience store. I bought Watermelon Italian Ice. Then we left and we walked through to where they have the paths and had an adventure. He held my hand when we had to go up some rocks. (That defiantly made me happy). It was really cold but lots of fun. It would have been the perfect date but it was a good non-date. I just hope we get more opportunities like that. I love him so much and after today I had falling even more in love. 

Tomorrow I am going home and I am a little sad. I am so glad I was able to be here for the week and I had finally get to spend time with Josh alone. I really missed it. I just want ti be with him but because of how much I love him I am willing to wait for him because he is worth it. He means everything to me and he is truly special. I don't think I would want anyone else but him. I would get emotional every time I see him since what had happened but now after today I feel better and I do believe that we will be together again. Hopefully he'll come back to Worcester again this month.That would be great.