My travel log 5

2/3/20

I didn't facetime Josh at all this weekend. Usually if we are not able to facetime Friday then we would Saturday or Sunday. We had never missed a weekend but I guess it couldn't be helped and that made me feel sad. We couldn't facetime Friday because he was out with a friend and he gotten home late. He had finally texted me to let me know when it was almost 1:00 in the morning and I was sleeping. His text woke me up. I asked him if we could tomorrow night aka tonight aka Saturday night and he responded his usual "sure." When it was time I texted him asking if we could facetime now. With me if I don't hear from him after a while I try with his other social medias. Normal texting, then Messanger, then Snap Chat, then Instergram. He finally did responded to be when it was almost mdnight. I knew it was hanging out with a couple of other friends. He told me that he was pressured too much to even feel like he wants to facetime me. This really upset me. I asked him if we can facetime tomorrow night and he said I'll have to see how I feel. Which annoyed me but he did say I know you been wanting to for a while and I'm sorry. Then yesterday I saw on Facebook that he went skiing with his parents in New Hampshire. I didn't know if he was still there or when he would be home so I texted him around 8:30. But all night he never responded to me. He finally saw my messages later today but he didn't respond to me still. When I woke up I was disappointed that he never did responded to me. I tried not to be too upset because I knew at that time he didn't see my message on Facebook or Snap Chat yet. Those are the only social medias I would be able to see if he had seen it. 

My mom had went to physical therapy for 8:00 in the morning then when she came back she brought me to campus so I can go to Career Services for my 9:30 appointment. I was worried that this appointment I made through Blackboard would not happen like with Disabilities Services and that I might have to make another appointment in person. I knew I would be upset if this happens to me again. I got to career services and sure enough that is exactly what happens except I didn't get to make another appointment. I told the woman I have an appointment and where I made it. She was confused and then a guy came out of his office and said it was with him. Then he told me that he had sent me an email (In my school email) that he disapproved of the appointment because apparently you can't make appointments on there. I was like seriously? The woman said they don't do individual appointments. They only do work shops. Again like seriously? What kind of Career services are they? At Salem State I was able to make my appointment and go in with no problem. I thought they would help me finding a job. I told the woman that I need a job and she gave me a paper of a website to go to. I took the paper and I left. Whatever. That was a waste and now I had to wait an hour and a half before my class. 

I went back downstairs to the Cafeteria. I texted my mom about Career services and she tried to go on my Qmail but for some reason there is a problem and I have to go to IT. I didn't want to so I just stayed and read in one of my textbooks. Then I went to my family dynamics class and passed in my family context paper. We were talking about parenting and parenting styles. Then was Introduction to Early Childhood Education. The professor had brought the binder to sign up for observations. We have to do 2 observations. A play observation and a guidance observation. I sign up for Friday from 2:30-3:30 for the play observation. When I was done with my classes I went home since the Pride club doesn't start until next week.