My travel log 5

2/25/20

Yesterday I had gotten an email from Salem State about my graduate school application. Apparently there is something missing in my application. I thought it was the employment section because I remember when I applied in October I left that section blank because I didn't find a job yet. I still don't have a job. This morning I went on my application to see what is missing. It says it's 100% complete which means all the sections in the application are fine but on the checklist listed the references I asked for. Laura from Safe Homes had sent hers and my professor from History of Ancient Greece and History of Rome at Salem State Professor Jensen sent me his. The only one I was waiting for is Mike from the Kiva. I sent him a reminder and then I took the bus planning on going to Kiva to talk to him about it. When I got to Kiva I looked for him but I couldn't find him so I sat into the group that was going on. 

Someone was talking about how he haven't heard from his fiance in a while and hope that she will contact him soon. I felt like I could relate to him a little and I told him about Josh and how we haven't been together since July but he have been trying to see me in November, December, and January. He wasn't able to come here for Valentine's Day and I gotten mad at him and because of that he had blocked me on Facebook, Snap chat, and Instagram and told our friend Ashley that it's just temporary. Only so he can clear his mind and he will contact me when he can. I told him I hope his fiance will contact him soon and he told me the same thing about Josh. It made me feel a little better that I am not the only one that is going through something similar. I would love for him to come here with Rachel and Ashley during spring break so I could bring them to the Kiva for one of the groups. I think they would enjoy it. But I don't think that is going to be possible and whenever he decide he want to talk to me I want to tell him I decided it would be best for him to not drive out here to see me anymore because now I realized that it's too much. I hope he will talk to me soon. I miss him being my friend and it hurts when he had blocked me. I wish I knew what have been going on. If I was still in Salem I would be able to be there for him and hopefully I will be able to come back this fall. 

I walked back to the hub and took the bus to QCC. I had pizza and cake for lunch and then went to class. I took some notes and the test isn't going to be due until Thursday instead of today. We were also talking about MS so I had a conversation with my professor about my mom and her sister who has MS. I left and took the bus back home. I gotten an email back from Salem State about Mike's reference so I sent Mike a message on Facebook asking about it. He told me he will give me his by Friday. I sent Salem State another email to let them know. Hopefully that will work out and that is another reason why I decided not to worry about Josh coming out here to see me anymore since I will hopefully be back in Salem and be able to see him again more often.