My travel log 5

Hanging out with Virginia

Today I finally hung out with Virginia. She's a friend at Kiva and now one of my best friends. I call her Ginny but her real name is Virginia. I been wanting to hang out with her for weeks now since I been feeling lonely. I'm not friends with Emma anymore and Josh can't come out to see me anymore. (We haven't talk since the whole Valentine's Day thing happen). I took the bus and when I got to her bus stop she went on. We got to the hub but stayed on the bus because bus 7 turned into bus 23. We got to Lincoln Plaza and stopped at A.C Moore. They were having a closing sell that's why she wanted to get some stuff there. She had also got me a couple of paints so I can finish my painting for Ashley. We then stop at Savers (The one in Worcester). I wish I knew we were going there because then my mom would have printed her paystub and I would have gotten her discount because she works in a Savers. There Ginny got me a couple of paint brushes in a bag that had a few other paints in it. She had also gotten me a book call "1.000 places to see before you die." I was super excited when I saw it because I had heard about this book a few weeks ago on a 20/20 special. Ginny is the best. Then we stopped at Stop and shop because she needed to do grocery shopping. I was amazed by their selection in non-dairy ice cream. We didn't buy any of that because she already have ice cream and I didn't want to ask her to get me one of the ice creams for me. She had already going to get me the Cauliflower pizza crust.  We went through the stupid self check out after we gotten the groceries she needed and went to the bus stop. We waited for bus 26 and got to the hub. While we were waiting for bus 7, Ginny was Zumba dancing. Then we went on bus 7 and got to her place. She lives in a studio. We went inside. I was able to finish my painting and Ginny heat up my crust. She also went to the supermarket next door and gotten me tomato sauce for the crust and also my Oreo dippers. Which really surprised me and made me feel better after hearing about not getting into Salem State. Ginny gave me a hug too. I had my crust and then she walked me to the bus stop and waited until the bus got there. I gave her a hug and went on the bus and go home. 

I don't know what I am going to do now that I didn't get into Salem State. I'm still feeling a little depress. I decided to apply for a couple of jobs for Chuck E. Cheese to be a game room attendant and party host. I also have a plan B but my mom thinks it's stupid and wants me to get a job. My plan B was to finish my certificate program and then get my associates degree in Early Childhood Education even though I already have a Bachelor's degree in Education. I am still going to apply again at Salem State until I get in. I hope I can take my MTELs this summer but that's going to cost money. I really need a job and I don't know what to do with my life anymore. I feel hopeless and less opportunistic. 

May as well things with Josh didn't work out. If we were still talking and were still friends I would tell him that we should just be friends because I don't want to do another year of the long distance relationship. I hope he'll talk to me soon so I can tell him that I am not going back to Salem State after all. I just feel depressed because Salem State is my dream school and I want to be back in Salem. It's my dream town too.