My travel log 5

The risk of falling in love...again

Happy Friday the 13th. When I was little I used to be very superstitious. I still am but not as bad as I was. I had my two classes today. In my first class one more classmate had to read her book to the class. Then we took notes and it was my second class. I had also gotten back my play observation paper. I gotten an F which got me mad. We still don't know if we will have 2 weeks of spring break and then go online or not. A lot of schools and colleges like Fitchburg and Salem State have already made that decision. After when my classes was done I went outside to wait for Arturo. 

When he picked me up we went to Kiva bout it was close. It is going to be close for 2 weeks which made me sad. We talked for a little bit in his car. We were talking about girl scouts and then the topic switched to other things like sex and about race. He is literally the first guy who I feel comfortable talking about this kind of stuff. Even with Edgar we never talked about race and he's black and I am white. Arturo is Latino. It feels good talking about this stuff and how he isn't pressuring me into being with him and told me when we have sex it's up to me. He doesn't mind I want to wait a couple of years into the relationship before we do. We are just friends right now but it feels good to have already know what is expected before going into the relationship. We agree to wait before we start dating until after this whole Corona Virus is over or settled down to start dating. I'm hoping by that time I'll be more ready. 

I love listening to how he talks. I love his accent. He also kind of look like a gangster and sounds like one too even though he's not. I keep telling myself not to fall in love but I can't help it. I love his eyes and his smile. The way he looks at me and it freaks me out. We went through the drive thru so I can get my shamrock shake then went over to a Spanish place and he bought his passion fruit. I had him tried my shamrock shake and he didn't like it. I tried his passion fruit and I liked it. He told me he loves passion fruit. I should get passion fruit perfume lol. 

We kept talking in the car and then he drove me back home. We continued talking until my mom got home. Arture said hi to my mom. Then hugged me and kissed me on the cheek which is how people in his country say bye. (In some cultures like the Spanish culture and Italian culture they kissed their friends and family on the cheek to show their affection). When he kissed me It made me smiled and excited. I think I am already started falling in love with him. No matter how hard I try not to I just can't help it. 

I'm going to be hanging out with Virginia to get some paint for the thing I am painting for Ashley  since Kiva is close and therefore no art group. I don't know what I am going to do with next week since it's spring break and no Kiva. Arturo said he will figure something out. I hope I do get to see him sometime next week. I can't stop thinking about him. My heart beats fast and I get a serge of energy going through my blood stream. He is my best friend now and I love spending time with him. I'm just afraid that it won't last long and how my past relationships was.