Breaking the Barrier

Chapter Forty-Six

Who do you think is in the wrong? Explain why.

Don't skip ^ I really wanna know how y'all feel.

Anyway, I decided, I will not make a sequel. I think ima just put their whole life in this book. So this gon be a long ass book 💀
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Amerie

It's been a couple of days since my fall out with Jay and to say the least I was hurt.

I've been staying with Mercedes and all I've done was lay in bed and cry. I missed him so much and I hated how all of this turned out.

He wasn't my boyfriend but he was mine... and maybe I should've just excepted that instead of pushing the envelope with him.

I've been ignoring all the calls from Kairi, Ace, and Ze'rea they were the last people I really wanted to hear from. Nothing against them, but I already know how they are.

I sit at the table pushing the food Mercedes made for me back and forth. I haven't had an appetite at all.

"Come on, you need to eat something Amerie, even if it's just half."

'I'm not hungry." I shrug.

"I didn't ask you if you were hungry, I said you need to eat something." she says and I feel the tears about to fall from my face.

Jay had said the exact same thing to me when I wouldn't eat after killing Darren.

"Amerie why are you crying?" She ask wrapping her arms around me and laying her head on top of mine. I didn't know how to answer so I just didn't. "I know you told me you care about him, but sis you never cried over none of these niggas... you must love this nigga cause this is not like you at all."

"I know... I just really want my best friend back. It's always been me and him. No matter if we were on good terms or bad terms." I'm not even being dramatic when I say it feels like someone ripped my heart out of my chest.

I always said, if Jay broke my heart, it would be the worst one of all. I was connected to him differently. How can something so good become so bad. It just doesn't make sense to me.

"Look at me, crying like a weak bitch." I say wiping my eyes. The door bell rings and Mercedes hesitates to open it.

She walks to the door and cracks it.

"Is Amerie here?"

"Um, who are you."

"Bitch if you don't move out of my way." The door swings open pushing Mercedes on to the floor and in walks, Ze'rea, Kairi, Ace, and Alante.

"So you just gon act like you haven't seen us blowing your phone up?" Kairi says.

"I seen it. I just didn't wanna talk." I say avoiding their gaze and pushing the food around on my plate.

"We just wanted to make sure you were okay." she says.

"Well you see I'm fine now y'all can leave me alone." I really wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone who is associated with Jay right now.

"Look, we just trynna figure out what happened." Ace says.

"I don't think what happened is any of y'all business." I say bluntly.

"It is when it affects how shit running in the gang. Jay been on one, he not thinking rationally at all. He's just on one big ass rampage."

"That's not my problem."

"It is your problem when your also in th-"

"Ace." I say giving him a look and glancing at Mercedes.