When Jungkook finally breaks our kiss, he sits on my bed and I join him.
We're quiet for a few minutes, so I begin to feel nervous, like there is some way I should be behaving now that we are . . . more, but I have no clue what way that is.
"What do you have planned for the rest of the day?" he asks.
"Nothing, just studying," I say.
"Cool." He clicks his tongue onto the roof of his mouth. He seems nervous, too, and I am glad it isn't just me.
"Come here." Jungkook beckons me and opens his arms.
The moment I sit on his lap, the door opens and he groans. Hoseok, Taehyung, and Yoongi all pour in and then stare at us as I climb off Jungkook and sit on the other side of the bed.
"So are you guys like fuck buddies now?" Yoongi says plainly.
"No! We aren't!" I squeak. I don't know what I should tell them, so I just wait for Jungkook to say something. He stays quiet as V and Yoongi begin to talk to him about the party last night.
"It seems I didn't miss much," Jungkook says to them, and Yoongi shrugs.
"Until Molly gave us a strip show; she got completely naked, you should have been there," Yoongi replies. I cringe and look toward Hoseok, who is staring at V, probably hoping he isn't going to comment on Molly being naked.
Jungkook smiles. "Nothing I haven't seen before."
I gasp, then try to conceal it as a cough. He did not just say that.
His face falls, seeming to understand what he just did.
Maybe this was a terrible idea; it is already sort of awkward, and now that everyone is in the room it's magnified. Why didn't he tell them we were dating? Are we dating? I don't really understand, myself. I thought after his confession that we were, but we never actually said it. Maybe we don't need to? This uncertainty is already driving me crazy; the entire time I have been with Seulgi I have never had to worry about her feelings for me. I never had to deal with ex-friends with benefits—I am the only boy Seulgi has ever kissed in her life, and honestly I like it that way. I wish Jungkook had never done anything with another girl or boy, or at least had done things with fewer of them.
"We're going bowling after I change. Do you want to come?" J-Hope asks and I shake my head.
"I have to catch up on my studying. I have barely gotten any done this weekend," I tell him and look away as the memories of this weekend flood through my mind.
"You should come, it will be fun," Jungkook says, but I shake my head. I really need to stay in, and I was sort of hoping he would stay with me. Hoseok steps into the closet and returns a few minutes later with different clothes on.
"Ready, guys? You're sure you don't want to come?" he asks me.
I nod. "I'm sure."
They all get up to leave, and Jungkook gives me a wave and a small smile before exiting the room. I'm disappointed with Jungkook's goodbye, and hope that he'd made these plans before this weekend together and the drama today.
But what did I expect? For him to rush over and kiss me, tell me he would miss me? I laugh at the thought. I don't know if anything will even change between Jungkook and me besides us actively trying to avoid one another. I am too used to how things are with Seulgi, so I have no idea how this is going to be, and I hate not having control over every situation.
After an hour of studying and attempting to take a nap, I grab my phone to text Jungkook. Wait, I don't even have his number. I had never thought about it before; we have never talked on the phone or texted before. We never needed to; we couldn't stand each other. This is going to be more complicated than I thought.
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After (Jikook version)
FanfictionPark Jimin is an 18 year old college student with simple life,excellent grades, and a sweet girlfriend. He always has things planned out ahead of time,untill he meets a rude boy named Jungkook, with too many tattoos and piercings who shatters all hi...