In Love with a Fangirl (COMPLETED)

Epilogue

PASKEL'S Point Of View

Hinaplos ko ang maamo niyang mukha. I hated the fact that I couldn't touch and feel her right now. I clenched my fist out of frustration.

I continued stalking her account until I saw a seductive picture of her, she's only wearing a two piece swim suit. Agad kong tinakpan ang bibig ko habang kagat-kagat ang pang-ibabang labi ko.

Damn it.

Yumuko ako at pinagmasdan ang ibabang parte ng katawan ko. I already have the boner just by seeing her smile, her bikini is just a bonus.

I've been doing this for 3 years. I know I looked pathetic but this whole damn thing is my fault. That's why I should be contented in jerking off while looking at her in my computer's screen.

I touched my hardness at started rubbing it gently. I closed my eyes and couldn't help but imagine her being naked infront of me.

"Akela.." Mahinang usal ko sa pangalan niya.

I'm in the verge of releasing my unborn children when the door suddenly opened.

"What the fuck?"

Napatayo ako at inayos ang sarili ko. "Josh?! Fucker atleast knock before you enter!" Sigaw ko. Nakakahiya dahil naabutan niya ako sa ganitong sitwasyon.

"I already knocked three times. Fuck. I should have known you're jerking off again." Ginulo niya ang buhok niya. "Akela must be feeling horny right now. You're gross, man."

I felt my cheeks heated up because of what he said. Natahimik ako dahil wala akong maisagot sa kanya. This is so gay of me.

"You're going home in the Philippines tomorrow, right? Fuck her this time. I'm tired of seeing you jerking on your own."

Pabagsak siyang humiga sa kama niya. He's about to sleep.

Josh happened to be my roommate. He's also a member of the band I have signed a contract for 7 years. Unfortunately, ilang beses niya na akong nahuling pinapaligaya ang sarili ko. He also knows who I was jerking off.

Lumabas ako ng kwarto at nagpahangin. Tumayo ako sa dulo ng veranda. Mula rito ay kita ko lahat ng ilaw sa ibaba. Gabi na pala.

Napahaplos ako sa puson ko. Damn it, it's aching. Siguro dahil hindi ko natapos ang ginagawa ko kanina.

"Paskel.."

I turned around when I heard a familiar voice behind me.

"Manager."

Tumabi siya sa akin at pinagmasdan ang tanawing nasa harapan niya.

"Are you ready?"

Tumango ako sa naging tanong niya.

"Of course you are. You've been waiting for this day but it was still your fault why you're miserable now, though."

Natawa ako at hinaplos ang likurang bahagi ng leeg ko.

"You're right, manager."

"I still couldn't believe I met a very stupid person." She chuckled.

Our manager knew everything about my miserable life. When I first came here, in this country, naging miserable ako at hindi ko alam kung paano ko gagampanan ang dahilan kung bakit ako nasa ibang bansa.

She was always comforting me dahil palagi niya akong nahuhuling umiiyak at nagmumukmok sa gilid pagkatapos ng rehearsals. At walang araw na hindi niya ako nasasabihan ng isang bagay.

Paskel, you're stupid.

I know. Pinagsisihan ko ang pag-alis. Nilamon ako ng selos kaya nagawa ko ang mga bagay-bagay. Hindi ko man lang nasabi sa babaeng gusto ko, kung gaano ko siya kamahal bago ako umalis.