There was once a girl that lived at the back of my mind.
She was gorgeous, stunning, beautiful. Such words aren't enough to describe the beauty she possesses, especially her smile. It was mesmerizing and pleasing to the eyes. Every time I'd look at her smile, my eyes are being blinded by the look on her face that makes me feel intoxicated whenever I see it.
She was almost as good as perfect. If angels exist then she'd definitely be one of those. No, wait I'm pretty sure that she's already one of them just by her beauty and angelic personality.
Everything was perfect until something happened...
When I saw it.
It was just yesterday when I last saw her but she was never to be found instead, I saw a girl.
She had huge eyes as if she could see everything, her mouth was sewn tight, and she had a huge body a little too much for a little girl like her.
She looked as if she hadn't slept for days, weeks, months or even years. She was sitting down and hugging her legs the entire time. She wouldn't move an inch from her position, however, her eyes seem to be moving around a lot. Observing and watching every move I make and to her surroundings.
Ever since she arrived, the woman never appeared again. There was only deafening silence in that place. The light it had before disappeared had turned into darkness.
She was the complete opposite of the gorgeous woman. If she was an angel then this girl would be a demon.
Mostly, she'd sleep her days away but things get scary when she starts smiling with her huge eyes looking at me like she knows what I'm thinking of. There are times that she'd laugh maniacally with stitch on her mouth, it'd emphasize the size of her huge mouth. It was almost as if her mouth was stitched in order to prevent her from eating me.
You see, she was creepy, scary, terrifying, but more than that she looked sad. There were times where I'd hear her crying and sobbing but I didn't care because I was terrified of her. Although she had done nothing, still I didn't know what she'd do so I kept my distance and stay away from her.
I created a barricade and a barrier to prevent her from entering which separates me from her. I locked myself inside because I was terrified of her not knowing what she's planning to do to me or what she wants. Just looking at her drives me insane.
Time passed, it was peaceful yet lonely and gloomy.
Things were fine until I heard her screaming in pain, and groaning for help. It was so loud that I'd split my head into half.
A day passed by, but her screaming didn't end every second that pass by, the screaming gets louder and louder that it makes me want to scream too.
I don't intend to help but...
When I couldn't handle the noises she made, I approached her quietly to see her state. I looked into red swollen eyes and saw the figure of a woman trapped inside which happens to be the one I've been looking for.
It turns out that the woman and the girl weren't different.
They were one and the same.
She didn't disappear.
I didn't realize the fact that this person I've called a demon was the very angel that had been saving me this entire time and that I failed to understand that these two girls are also...
me
whom I have created at the back of my mind.
