I hate it!
I hate everything in this world! Whether it's him, you, this, or that.
I don't care whatever it is. I just hate it all.
Are you the same?
Then let me ask. "Why do you despise everything you see and know?"
To let out stress? Or just cause?
I don't know either. There's just this empty feeling that you have that if you're not angry, you'll be empty.
It feels like it's a requirement or a part of your being that you just have to feel everyday in order to live.
Maybe it isn't really anger, maybe it's just your way of dealing stress.
That feeling that someone bumped into you and didn't even apologize, when someone cut in line, when people are being rude to you or when they ignore the words you say.
Yea, I know that feeling.
How about the extreme anger you feel when someone belittle you, ignores your opinion, insult you or betray you?
It drives me mad. Sometimes you'd be so mad that you want to murder someone just to ease the anger you're feeling.
You know...
It's not just anger that you're feeling.
It could be fear and sadness.
Think about it. What makes you mad in the first place?
When someone betrayed you? Is it because you've trusted that person or is it because you feel so stupid to let that kind of person fool you?
When people ignores and belittle you? Is it because your pride was hurt or is it because you feel worthless that someone is looking down on you?
When you look at it again. They're the same thing.
People who are angry most of the time are just people who didn't want to admit the sadness and fear that they have. Or maybe they are people who don't know how to handle that feeling so they just let it out.
I know that it's hard to understand people that are angry all the time but please try to, because they are good people.
They just don't know how.
They don't know how to manage the feelings and emotions they feel whether its stress, frustration, fear or sadness.
Their scared people who doesn't want to get hurt or never want to hurt again. That's why they shun and push people away from them.
For me, an angry person is just another sad lonely person.
I know that you also want to change because you're also scared of the fact that one day you might hurt your loved ones because of your anger. It's hard believe me, but you have to control it.
Not just for your own mental being but also for the well being of the people around you.
