Sudden feeling and desire.
Or as they say, it is an impulse.
The urge, instinct and recklessness.
It's strange.
Since I have this feeling like wanting to do it at that instant moment.
However, once that moment is gone.
The feelings dissappear as well.
That impulsive feeling
The impulsive behavior
And that impulsive reaction.
Rather than saying its impulsive, I'd call it repulsive.
They pretty much sound the same, don't you think?
It feels repulsive when I do things impulsively.
Just like how you're swept in the moment.
A moment you didn't want to experience.
Hah! You call it an impulsive feeling but that's just a petty excuse.
Shame on you for not being able to control yourself!
Right, when you needed it the most but now you're telling me that you lost control?
But who am I to blame?
When I didn't even try to stop you.
I could've and I should've but my legs won't move and I felt limp as if I was stuck in the moment.
Just watching you.
We're such shameless creatures contolled by our instincts and impulsiveness.
What's the use of rationality if we won't use it anyway?
You kept thinking of that impulsive act so it got up to your head and you ended up doing it.
Now that the deed is done...
What do you plan to do next?
On your next journey, will you still be impulsive?
If you won't, how will you control yourself?
We all want to be impulsive but we can't.
Because logic, rationality, ethics, morals and rules bind us.
Well, of course. After all, they keep us in order.
Without those things, we might just be as good as animals.
Though we are indeed animals.
But you see, humans are prideful creatures.
So they'll never admit that.
They'll claim to be creatures at top of the food chain and so on.
What bullshit when we all came from one species and just happen to diverse to different ones.
Foolish children, believing in a lie that they're a superior creature that are different from the rest.
These naive fools will grow into a bunch of jerks that believes they rule the world.
When they are in fact lower than an animal.
They claim that they're controlled by impulsiveness but all they ever do is repulsiveness.
Humans are such repulsive creature to create such an upsetting world.
Although I say, but I'm no different, aren't I?
So what kind of repulsive act do you plan to do next?
