Avenger's One-shots and Preferences

Don't Let Go- Wanda Maximoff

A request by thewiseguy01  to do a Wanda x depressed reader one where Wanda finds out that the reader used to be suicidal and decides to start keeping a close eye on the reader.

Angst with a fluff ending.

Also another song to listen to while you read the flashbacks. 

You tossed and turned in the night. It wasn't like you were thrashing or anything, but it was enough to wake your girlfriend from sleep.

Wanda stirred and opened her eyes. In her semi-blurred vision, she could see you tossing about like you were in the middle of a dream. She knew she shouldn't, but she couldn't help but be concerned for you. She reached out with her power, looking into your mind.

---------Flashback---------

It's been going on for months now. It was something you've kept inside you and couldn't fight back. You've been isolating yourself, feeling trapped inside your mind, not knowing where to go or who to turn to.

You've been on this road too long
Hearing music but it's not your song
Wanna scream but your voice is gone
Days trapped inside your head

Would it matter? What good were you to anyone? You probably wouldn't be missed.
If only...

Can't look up cause your world is down
Walking miles staring at the ground
All alone inside the crowd
Letting pockets hold your hand

You were in the bathroom, looking at the disheveled figure in the mirror. Who was this person you barely recognized? Was it you? No, it couldn't be. But it was. A shell of your former self.
You don't know when it happened, but the figure staring at you in the mirror was who you turned out to be.

But the sun is always there to shine
The clouds block out the sky

-----------End of Flashback--------

In your mind, Wanda could see vague visions of what your life was like before the two of you had ever met. She saw you in various states of depression, on how it affected you physically and mentally. She saw you during the times you isolated yourself from others, shutting down and being trapped in your mind.

And when she thought it couldn't get worse, she saw glimpse of what you tried to do when your eyes popped open. You could feel the cold sweat on your brow, and more importantly, you could feel Wanda's stares. You turn your gaze towards your concerned girlfriend.

Oh hold on
Just once more day
Oh hold on
You know you'll found a way Hold on
You've got stars in your eyes
So lets paint the sky

"Wanda?" you manage to say looking a bit confused, "What...what are you doing?" "I...I just wanted to make sure you were alright," Wanda answers.
You noticed the traces of red energy that were fading from Wanda's fingers. This was all telling that your girlfriend had been snooping in places she shouldn't have been.

"I'm sorry," she says, "I was just worried about you." "...How much did you see?" you ask, recalling the vague memories of your dream sequence. "More than enough," Wanda confesses, "Why didn't you ever tell me?"

"It's all in the past," you assure, "I'm okay now." "But...your dream," Wanda points out. "It's just baggage I hadn't quite put behind yet," you tell her, "It's all good now, Wanda, trust me. Now can we go back to sleep?"

Oh hold onJust one more time
Hold on
I'll be your reason why
Hold onYou've got stars in your eyes
So lets paint the sky
So lets paint the sky