Endangered Lust

CHAPTER 16

SINGAPORE

A surreal man made marvel that truly makes the city stand outs from the rest of the world. The garden by the bay was built to transform Singapore from a 'garden city' to a 'city in the garden'
The main attraction here are the 25 towering man made supertrees and two equally extraordinary biodomes.

Mula bayfront MRT station on the circle line(CE1/CC34) & Downtown (DT16) we should follow the signs and exit at the gardens by the bay.

Ng makita na namin ng tuluyan ang Gardens by the bay ay namangha ako sa ganda at laki. I'm so amazed at this place! Damn! Because of so much excite, i took a picture of it. I'm busy taking some photos when i remember franco. I took a picture of it, i don't know if he know's that I'm taking some photos of him or he just pretending that he didn't know. A small smile appear on my lips when i saw how handsome franco is, kahit likuran man iyon ay gwapo parin siya tignan. Napaka swerte niya dahil ang lalaking matagal na niyang gustong makasama ay kasama na niya ngayon. Hindi niya gustong matapos ang araw na ito dahil gusto niyang forever

"Would you mind if i ask you what's bothering on your mind?" Napabalik siya sa ulirat ng magsalita si franco. "Yeah. Let's enjoy this" Hinuli nito ang kamay niya at hinila siya palayo sa lugar na iyon. Hindi niya gustong alalahanin ang mangyayari sa susunod na araw. Maybe she and franco will back to normal like nothing happens, and she feel so sad everytime, she hasn't right to demand on franco. Time will come that she and franco will be separated and that's hurt her a lot. Franco doesn't like her or the worst is, she's using by franco, and she don't know why.

"We should go home, mukhang nasa ibang lugar naman ang pag iisip mo eh" Agaw pansin ulit nito. Now he realize, lutang pala ito habang naglalakad sila. She never notice that they are at the exit of Gardens of the bay.

"No. I'm okay, iniisip ko lang ang kalagayan ni mom, she's in comatose and I'm here in sinagapore, with you, travelling like nothing is in comatose case" lumambot ang mukha ni franco.

"Thank you." He smiled at her, she
smile back. "I'm not accepting thank you, but you are franco lozano, then I'm proud to say, you're welcome"

She's shock when franco kiss her. She never expected that franco will kiss her in front of many people. They are not singaporeans pero kung maghalikan sila sa labas ay parang nasa loob lang ito ng bahay. At hindi talaga nito puputulin ang halikan nila kung hindi niya ito pinangunahan.

He look at franco. "Mahiya ka! Nasa labas tayo, hindi sa loob! Goodness!" Hindi lamang umimik ang binata at tinawan siya. What's funny?

"You're beautiful when you're mad, baby. I want to kiss you again" May panggigigil sa boses nito. Tinampal nito ang pisnge niya. "Gumising ka sa masamang bangungot franco! Mangarap ka ng gising kung hahayaan ulit kitang halikan--" Franco kissed her to shut up.

"There." May ngisi ito sa labi. "One kiss and I swear, mapuputulan ka talaga para wala ng sex!"

"Sex is life jonah, without sex, i dunno if people can live."

"Ang sabihin mo manyak kalang, and haller! Not all! Mangarap ka ng gising!" Pinagtitinginan na sila ng mga tao na madadaanan nila pero wala silang paki.

"I know I'm famous Son of billionaire, I don't want to be the headline today cause i want to be the reason on your everyday smile." May halong pagmamalaki ang boses nito pero agad din namang napalitan ng pagmamahal sa huling salitang binitawan nito.

Umiwas ito ng tingin sakanya. "Whatever" they continue walking without talking and it's so fucking awkward. Akala nito ay tutugunan ng dalaga ang sinabi nito but no! There's no response on jonah but ...whatever

One hour had past and they're still walking without talking. They didn't know how they resist the silence between them. It's freaking awkward! Darn it! Wala naman siyang masamang salitang binitawan but why is she looks mad or whatsoever.

Ng hindi na talaga ni franco mapigilan ay siya na ang pumutol ng katahimikan. "Wala kang planong kausapin ako? What's wrong on you?!" He can't stop the irritation filled his whole body. Mula kanina tiniis niya ang irritation para hindi masabihan ng masama ang dalaga.

"Ay galit?" Tanong nito na parang hindi naramdaman ang galit niya. Manhid ba talaga to o nagpapamanhid?

"What you think jonah? Hindi ako magagalit? Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! May nasabi ba akong mali kanina? Just tell me straight forward, it gives me a freaking curiosity and i want to know that fucking shit!" Hindi maipinta ang mukha nito ng tignan niya ang binata.

Dinuro nito ang bibig niya. "Shut up! Nag iisip ako!"

"Good answer jonah, it gives me a fucking good feeling" Inirapan nalang niya ang binata at hindi pinansin. Here you go silence until her phone rang. She answer the call as fast as she could.

"Hey, Jonaiah alonzo speaking"

"Hey, good friend of mine, how are you?" It's Nicholas Inari, a good friend of her and also her childhood friend.

"I'm fine nic, how about you?"

"I'm good--"

"Who ever you are, stop calling my girlfriend or else I will burned the hell out of you! This is Franco lozano and don't you dare call her again or I'll kill you and burn like a hell. So fuck off."

Pagkatapos no'n ay pinatay nito ang tawag at tinignan siya ng masama. Tinignan lamang siya ni jonah. "What?"

Umiling iling siya pagkatapos tinalikuran siya nito. Gulong gulo ang isip na tinignan niya si franco. What's wrong with that man?

Sinundan nalamang niya ang binata pero hindi na niya ito makita. Inabot siya ng trenta minuto sa kakahanap pagkatapos makikita lamang niya na may kahalikang iba?

Naka sandal sa kotse ang babae habang nagahhalikan sila at sarap na sarap naman si franco. Bago pa tuluyang bumagsak ang namumuo niyang luha ay tinalikuran na lamang niya ito.

God. Why you're so unfair? Can't be the same? She only wants to he happy and live peacefully! Not like this! Kahit kailan hindi niya pinangarap ito. Gusto lamang niyang mabuhay sa mundong makasalanan. Why so unfair?

Napahinto siya sa paglalakad ng may yumakap sa kanya sa likuran. "I'm sorry" Sincere na sabi nito. Umiling iling lamang ito habang umiiyak. "Ayoko na, tama na. Masiyado mo na akong sinaktan" humarap siya dito at habang turo turo ang pusong nasasaktan. "Hindi man ako nakaranas ng sakit pero ito, ito ang lubos na nasasaktan. Masakit franco" Umiikyak na aniya.

"Sinamahan kita dito pero ito lang pala ang makikita ko! Bullshit! Tangina naman franco! Bakit hindi mo nalang ako patayin kung ganito lang din naman ang ipaparanas mo sakin? Fuck! I hate you!" Tumalikod ito at pinatuloy ang paglalakad- takbo ng magsalita si franco.

"You hate me, but i like you" natigilan siya sa narinig. Hinarap nito ang lalaki. "I like you so much jonah, hindi ko naman sinasadyang gawin yon dahil sa selos! Fuck ! Mababaliw ako sa tuwing maiisip at makikita kong may kasama kang iba. So please, stay away from anyone, except me. Gusto ko ako lang ang kasama mo palagi, mahirap bang gawin yon? Hindi mo ba ako gustong makasama kaya ka naghahanap ng ibang lalaki? Did they deserve your love rather than me? Mas magaling ba sila kaysa sakin? Mas gwapo ba sila sakin?. Ughh! Whatever!"

Kung pwede ko lang sanang sabihin sayo na matagal na kitang mahal, matagal na matagal na. Hindi mo lang nahahalata kasi napaka manhid mo.

A/N: Sorry hindi ko pala na post to hehe
#SorryForLongUpdate