Declaration - Kim Hongjoong

Chapter 4

I'm sad. I'm broken. I'm hurting. I'm dying.
My everyday life is a hell because I am weak.
I wish I was brave enough to stand up for myself.
I'm a coward that cant even fight for the things I love.
It is my fault that I am like this.
I dont deserves him. He is the most beautiful thing in the World. While I am like they said,
A trash.

It has been a week since Hana's wrist was broken. It was slowly healing but whats hurting more is that she couldnt work and she was fired from her part time job. She needed money to feed herself, to pay for her own fees since her father's money was only used on her step sister and being the drunkyard he is, her step mother easily hides everything from him.

She was currently job hunting again and came upon a coffee shop with the slogan about looking for a part timer. Hana thank the God that helps her and gets in to apply for the job. It was slightly far from her School and she like it that way because it would be better that it was less a chance she bump into anyone she knew or from her School.

Hana's father is a rich bussiness man and Eunhye acts like a spoiled rich daughter as well. Hana was also thought to be rich which was why people forced her to pay for their foods while she was struggling as she never got her allowance from her Father. She wanted to change school and maybe live a new life there but she still need money for that too.

"Umm excuse me! I am looking for a job"
The cashier on the counter smiled at her, motioning her to take a seat first. He then came back to her table and sit on the opposite of the table.

"Do you have any experience?"
"Umm yeah I do, I've been working part time for many years now and that includes cafe like this"
"Is there any reason you wanted to work here?"
"I...I just needed a job"
"Do you have parents?"

"No"

It wasnt easy for her to say that but she has to do everything to get the job. The cashier or the cafe owner as he mentions himself took pity on her after she said she was an orphan so she got the shift right after school till 10pm at night and she happily took the job.

Hana was sleeping in her room, thinking about the happy days. Thinking about how she used to ran around the park with her mother. Thinking about how Hongjoong asked her out and how much of a lovely boyfriend he has been. Thinking about how her life was perfect before.

It was close to 3am and Hana was just about to sleep after finishing her works, both the house chores and her schools. Eunhye bursted in her room and grabbed her hair pinning her up.

"WHAT DID YOU DO TO SEDUCE HONGJOONG?"
"Eu..eunhye"
"ANSWER ME BITCH!"
"I..."

Before Hana could utter a word, Eunhye slap her hard on the face, making the side of her lips bleed a little with the force from all the rings she wore. Hana hisses and think about her life. Is she really that worthless to bear all the harrasment she receives? Is she actually that weak and have no pride at all?

She wanted to stand up for herself, be independent and live by herself so that she could escape all the wreck. But is escaping her worst nightmare right now the solution? She wanted to face them and told herself that this is nothing.

She can take them all