Declaration - Kim Hongjoong

Chapter 22

"Does these women had anything to do with you guys in High School?"

"I dont remember even talking to them but a friend of ours was friends with them I think"

"Friend of yours?"

"Uhhh yeah it wasnt important though"

"I'm getting crazy why is this so complicated?"

Semi grab her hair and cry annoyedly. Yunho move towards her massaging her shoulder.

"Dont think too much about it. We will find out soon"

He assure her as they keep on trying to solve the puzzle. Semi keep on glancing at Hongjoong who was present for their meeting. She asked him about if he has any relationship with the victims and his answer doesnt pleased Semi. She firmly believe that he was hiding something more than he says he knows and she wanted to choke him so bad at the moment.

Suddenly feeling irritated, she got up and left without saying anything.

Hongjoong went back as well and before that, he wanted to meet her again. Lately he has been very busy and besides, the image of seeing Semi everytime reminds him of Hana. He felt his tears beeming up again and cried silently in her graveyard.

If he could possess one power, he wants to go back in time and undo everything he did. He wants to be a better boyfriend to her and give her all the love she deserves.

'Hey Joongie, are you asleep?'
Hana calls him late at night and him feeling sleepy and tired, he was being rude to her by replying harshly

'Ofcourse I did! What do you think? Its 2am holy fuck'

'I'm sorry please go back to sleep'

And Hongjoong hung up without saying anything else.

Hana massage her shoulder and apply a healing patch on it before trying to sleep. She just returned from her late shift at work and without looking at the clock she just call Hongjoong not knowing he was already asleep.

The next morning she came up to him and apologize
'Its okay, I'm sorry for being rude as well. I was actually very sleepy and you know...'
He mutter and hung his hand on Hana's shoulder who yelp in pain.

'Are you okay?'
Hongjoong asked her

'Yeah I'm fine, I guess I sleep on the wrong side of the bed'
She shook it off and continue to walk.

If only he knew at that time how badly hurted she was and only if he didnt act like a jerk, maybe Hana could still be with him.

How much he hated and blame himself for everything that happened to her. How depressed he had become during the next two years after her death.

'I will always love you'

How much those words break him everytime he sleeps at night. He wish he could say the same thing to her but he was a stupid jerk-ass that do not know how much he needed her in his life.

He hated himself for realizing it so late and for dating the person that made her life a living hell.

If he could, he would die in her place. He wipe his tears off and stood up before leaving the cemetry. Never in his life had he thought he would be visiting the love of his life every once in a while, wishing he could see her again even just once.

He wasnt looking in front so he stumble upon a body making the other person yelp in pain. It reminded him of how Hana used to yelp so he quickly apologize but could not see the person's face since it was wearing a cap.

He gets goosebump and suddenly feels cold so he enter the Police car and drove off feeling something in his heart doing a flip.

He really misses her