UNTHERAPY || KTH ☠︎

⁰²¹ | puppets

*Kim Taehyung.*

It was eating up on me.

I was dying out of curiosity to know what Jin could have told her, but she was lying to me.

If her mind was rejecting my programming, I couldn't really rely on her neural processes to cooperate with me.

I was getting so uncomfortable with this suspense, that I was beginning to get mad at her.

Not to forget, the very fact that she let Jeon Jungkook break down her walls, simply infuriated me.

And what infuriated me the most..

..was that she made me feel sinful things.

I was unable to function properly and my heart was not willing to obey my mind.

The way she'd let her eyes roam over me, opened the shutters over my imagination and make me think awful things that I wasn't supposed to be thinking..

I wanted to be professional and treat her..

..yeah okay! Find out about that incident too, alright?

About Mr. Kang Young Choi.

BUT! Also to treat her..?

Cure her anxiety. Cure her ailing heart.

Fix her and send her dancing into the bliss of life. Get comfortable with her surroundings and not get paranoid over the emergence of new people in her life.

Even though mine was disrupted ever since she made her entrance in it.

My 2 year old marriage- 4 year old relationship was at stake.

We had not lasted together one year that that incident happened and ripped away the joys of a satisfying marriage from me.

And in this last one year since that incident? Irene had been awfully patient with me.

I took all her affection as a sign of guilt and compensation for stabbing me in the back and sleeping with Jin, but what did I discover!?

That she was simply being a good partner. Trying her best to support me.

I was not letting this climb to my guilt expanse. Because, it would spread like a wildfire and disturb my performance with Kang Y/n. Destroy my peace of mind and consume me like a disease that would hinder my normal functioning.

And I didn't want to come to terms with the fact that the atrocious partner...

Was only me.

I had been putting so much at stake.

Just for Kang Y/n.

Being ever-so-curious about how minds worked and assessing behaviour of my clients and normal people around me, my knack to study people and always be able to tell what they were feeling failed only for Irene.