UNTHERAPY || KTH ☠︎

⁰³⁰ | game on

When you open your eyes, you're in your bed and San Ji is sleeping next to you. You sigh.

Maybe, what you saw and heard was just a dream. You're losing your sanity trying to differentiate between dreams and reality. Illusions and actuality.

As you sit down to study, Leena comes bustling in with Namjoon. He is leaving in a hurry and you look up.

"What's happening?" You ask.

Leena throws you a very cautious look as you stare at them quizzically. Seeing that you're apparently normal, she gives a sigh of relief.

"Dr. Kim is coming for a guest lecture at college today." Leena says excitedly. "I'm so excited."

You can see that. You roll your eyes as you drink coffee and watch Namjoon leave in a hurry. You did wonder why he hadn't been going to work all these days.

"His studio is not too far away, he records once in a while. The rest of the time he is free, so.." Leena explains as she puts on her shoes and takes a bite out of your gimbap.

You hit her arm angrily and snatch your gimbap, "Buzz off, I have to stay full for the day." She chortles and leaves quickly.

San Ji comes out slowly and looks around.

"San Ji? Are you okay?" You ask him. He doesn't look at you, as his eyes settle to the corner of the room and he quickly pulls himself back into the room he just came from.

"You can come with me, today. We'll go some place fun." You say rubbing your palms as you get up and stuff your phone in your back jeans pocket.

"No. Leave me alone, Noona." He says as he closes the door in your face.

You try to push it open, but it won't budge. He's locked it from the inside.

"San Ji, my love.. what's happening?" You ask, tone drenched with worry.

He doesn't respond. You decide you'll go to work early in the morning so that you can have the rest of the day to yourself and San Ji.

You call the number Jisoo had given you and have her informed you'll be leaving in a while. She agrees to drop by and you fix San Ji a quick breakfast as you stand studying in the kitchen.

You knock on his door, the plate in your hands. "San Ji? Did you brush your teeth? Breakfast's ready."

"I don't want to have it." He says.

"Hone-"

"I SAID I DON'T WANT TO HAVE IT!"
He's practically screaming.

You clear your throat, "San Ji, get out this instant! Any more of this drama and you're not getting away with it. Out. Now!"

The sternness of your voice scares him a little maybe, because he slowly opens the door and he's crying.

"I don't want anything, Noona-"

"Do it for Noona. Don't you love Noona?"

"You hate me."