✔Live Your Life And Love Me

16

Y O H A N

I can't sleep after I took Miki home. This is not unsual tho, ilang beses na akong napupuyat dahil iniisip ko ang kalagayan niya. But tonight is different, hindi ako makatulog dahil sa nangyari kanina.

I tried to kiss her! And I am worried na baka hindi na siya maging comfortable sakin.

Psh, I didn't expect this to be so hard.
I'm not a fool not to realize my feelings. I know I am falling and it's getting deeper everyday. Maybe a little percentage of curiosity made me like her, but all in all, I admire her a lot because she is Miki. She's strong and brave to face her problems.

But for now, as much as I could, kailangan ko munang pigilan ang sarili ko na magpakita ng motibo na gusto ko siya. I know Miki is still adjusting to her new body, at isa pa... I need to confirm something first. I need to make sure kung wala na talaga ang katawan niya o may pag asa pa na makabalik siya sa dati.

I know how much she want her body back, at isa pa ayokong kontrolin siya ni Mr.Zamora, I know how he's treating her, malamang ay ginagamit niya lang si Miki for his own sake.

"Why are you stalking that man?" Jairo appear on my side holding his favorite chuckie.

Since I can't sleep, I am searching about Mr.Zamora. Actually I started to investigate him a few days ago, mula noong nakita ko siya sa ospital. But his information are quite limited, wala akong mahanap na butas para sa  kaniya. I am not that computer genius that can access any site connected to him.

"He's an headache"I said.

"Did he do something to you?"

"Not to me, but to someone important to me"

"Who? Is it a girl?"

"Wag ka ngang chismosa Jairo" I frowned.

Why is he here in my room by the way?

"What are you doing here?"tanong ko.

"I have a medical appointment tomorrow. Aalisin na yung simento ko, can you accompany me?"

"What time?"

"Around 1:00 pm?"

"My afternoon class will start at 2:00  kaya no problem"

"Yes! Thanks kuya, good night"

"Good night"
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The next day ay maaga parin akong nagising kahit napuyat ako, I texted Miki na susunduin ko siya, good thing she's said yes.

Madali akong naghanda sa pagpasok. There is a part of me na excited dahil ito ang first time na susunduin ko siya mula sa bahay nila.

Nasa kusina ako at naghahanda ng two lunchboxes, balak ko kasing yayain si Miki kumain sa rooftop mamaya.

I'm on my way to Miki's place. Sinalubong niya ako sa tapat at kumaway sa akin.

"Good morning" I greeted her.

"Good morning" she smiled at pumasok sa kotse ko.

I'm glad our awkwardness yesterday already gone. I can feel Miki's vibe again, and I think she's happy too like me.

"Did you sleep well?" Tanong ko.

"Hmm.. Oo. Ikaw?"

"Me as well" sagot ko nalang kahit hindi talaga ako nakatulog.

We talk a lot on our way to school. At nang makarating sa school ay kinuha ko ang bag niya at ako na ang nagbitbit.

I know this is a move, pero hindi naman masama ng magbigay ng konting motibo diba? I want her to be aware of my feelings kahit konti.