"you wanna know what's on my mind. How about the fact that my baby mama is going out in tight clothes and going on a little date to spare somebody's feelings. How the fuck do you think I feel"
"why do you even care I'm just somebody you fucked and d...
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Day 1 of isolation from Toni
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"First things first how are you going to change oh Great dumbass" Damian asks making me shrug crossing my arms yet flicking him off, as I hold my stomach, looking out the window, feeling a cramp pass.
"Haven't gotten that far" I speak truthfully listening to him hum.
"Then let's start plotting"
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"Okay first off start small, because small things can become big things if you don't handle them immediately "
I repeat his guiding words from our previous conversation in my head as I get out of the car grabbing one of the girls, while Damian grabs the other.
"In order to change for him you have to learn what you dislike about yourself and learn to coexist with it, because in actuality we can't really change completely, we can merely learn to evolve and try to control ourselves and our actions" he speaks making me raise an eyebrow just looking at him.
"Ain't your mom ever teach you not to fuckin stare" he asks making me roll my eyes.
I find myself staring at the back of my brothers head as I replay his next word as well.
"Nah, I didn't have a mom, atleast not my biological one, and the adoptive one died 3 years after I started staying with them" I admit making him hum getting silent as well.
"My mom threw me out after me and her 'old man' got into one day, and I was beating his ass because he hit her " he speaks chuckling, but by the way his hands clench I can tell this is no funny story.
"Where was Asia in all of this " I ask frowning knowing that with the bond they have right now, there's no way she would just sit there and let them throw him out.
He spoke openly to me. He seems so serious all the time but he's really just a guy with a messed up childhood, who chooses to be kind to some and cold to most.
Like Toni...
" Asia' tried her best to get my mom to stop packing my stuff but instead our mothers boyfriend knocked her out, and beat me just to throw me out in the rain and kick me out of my own house. Sad thing was I was happy to be kicked out instead of feeling trapped" he speaks chuckling a bit as a sad smile appears on his face.
If he hadn't of smiled I wouldn't have spotted his grill.
Off topic!! Get back on topic sydd
"He left me to die and my own mother didn't come for me, and as for my sister, well once she found me she always visited brought me food and money. She was actually the one who met Mr king, our father, and asked him to take me in which he did so happily saying that he liked her spunk and that I reminded him of himself. she found me a place stay among thugs. She claims she did so because "I stunk" but she really did it because she didn't want to see me out in the streets. She fought for me when nobody else did so for that I am forever in her unknowing debt" he speaks and I smile a bit feeling warmed at the East he speaks of our sister.
