Supernatural - Baby Winchester (Season One - fanfiction)

Chapter Nine

Dean is drawing so symbles in the dirty with Liddy beside him. He hasn't let her leave his side. "One more time that's?" Hayley ask's dean "Anastazi symbles. It's for protection. The wendigo can cross over them" Roy laughs at him making Liddy lean into dean more. "Nobody likes a skeptic Roy" he puts a hand on her back rubbing it comfortingly. Liddy let's out a big yawn. Dean picks her up and starts gently bouncing her, knowing it won't take long before she's asleep.

He makes his way over to sam. He sits down beside him, shifting Liddy so the he's cradling her more, she starts to nod off quickly. He sighs watching her before turning to sam "you want to tell me what's going on in that freaky head of yours?" Sam is poking a stick a the ground "dean.." before he says anything dean cuts him off "no...your not fine. Your like a powder keg man, it's not like you. I'm supposed to be the belligerent one remember?" There's a long pause before sam finally speaks up "dad's not here. I mean that much we know for sure right? He would of left us a message. A signs right?" Dean looks down at his sleeping sister "Yeah, your probably right. To tell you the truth. I don't think dad's ever been to lost creek."

Sam looks back at dean to see him watching there sister "then let's get these back to town and let's hit the road. Go find dad. It's getting harder on Liddy with dad not being around for her. She doesn't understand. I mean why are we still even here? The hole point was trying to find him! I need to find him and find that thing!" Dean sighs and carefully stands up. He doesn't want Liddy waking up to this conversation. She's upset enough, she doesn't need Sam's angry setting her off.

He makes his way to being I front of sam. He holds dad's journal out. "This is why. This book. This was dad's single more valuable possession other then his kids. Everything he's knows about every evil thing is In here. He's passed it onto us. I think he wants us to pick up where he left off. You know, saving people. Hunting things. The family business. Now I don't understand why he left Liddy with me. I'm pissed at him for that. She is his responsibility. This is the second time he hasn't taking that responsibility and pushed it onto me. But I will do it because I love her. I will do everything I can for her. And when I do come face to face with him yeah I'll probably be made that he abandoned her like this. She needs him just as much as she needs us."

Sam is so frustrated "that makes no sense. Why doesn't he just call.why doesn't he tell us what he wants. Where he is. Have some kind of contact with Liddy so she doesn't grow up wondering b why he wasn't around, that he actually cares." Dean looks down "I don't know. But the way I see it. Dad's given us a job to do and I intend to do it." Sam shakes his head "Dean, no. I gotta find dad. I gotta find Jessica's killer. It's the only thing I can think about."

Dean sighs "alright sam, we'll find him. I promise. For you and for her. Listen to me, you gotta prepare yourself. I mean this search could take awhile. And all that anger, you can't keep it burning over the long hawl it's gonna kill you. You gotta have patience man. I'm trying to do the same thing with Liddy. Keep her mind off the fact her dad ain't here. She won't have the anger but her age means no matter what I say she won't understand why he's not with her. I just gotta keep her mind on other things. I can't raise her alone. I need you." Sam nods a little "how do you do it. How does dad do it." Dean looks off for a second thinking "well for one them." Dean looks over at Hayley and her brother. "I mean I figured our family is so screwed to hell, maybe we can help some others. Makes things a bit more bare able. Secondly, our sister. I have a chance to raise her differently to how dad raised us. Give her love, freedom. Yeah there will be monsters and eventually she'll learn to protect herself. But I want to give her more then we ever had....I'll tell you what else helps. Killing as many evil sons of bitch's as I possible can." The boys smile at each other, then down at there sleeping sister.

Everything seems calm till they hear yelling from the forest again "HELP ME!". Everyone stands straight up. This wakes Liddy up. She starts whimpering. Dean Shush' s her before she starts crying. They make there way closer to the fire. "PLEASE! HELP!" Sam and dean are looking in every direction knowing it's trying to trick them. Dean tells everyone "it's trying to draw us out. Stay cool, stay put." Roy speaks up like a smart ass "inside the magic circle". "HELP! HELPME! AHHH!" They hear the same of a rawr. "Ok that's no grizzly"Roy says with his gun raised.