It's Complicated (boyxboy)

Wednesday

Sorry not sorry. Some of you will hate this. I know but I had to add some drama in the mix. Why not make it developmentally bonding.. and hey sh*t happens you know. I loved writing this and had so many emotions as I wrote it. Hope you like it and see where this journey goes. I have big plans and maybe Nik does to?? Read to find out.
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Jamie's P.O.V-
I woke up to Nik screaming "no! no! no! Please no!" With tears running down his face. At first I thought he was awake then I seen him shaking and the tears falling down his cheeks in streams. I look at the clock. We've only been asleep for an hour and a half. "Babe. Babe. Nik." I repeat and shake him slightly. "Nik. Hey. It's okay." I say as he slowly opens his eyes filled to the brim with tears. I think he sees the sadness reflecting in my eyes. He blinks to clear his eyes. He looks sadly up at me "I'm sorry." He says and ends up crying again. I'm laying down with his body hugging me tightly. The shaking stopped but he still shed a few tears every few minutes. Then it stopped and I looked down at his now safely, tear free, sleeping figure. I think today did a number on him. I continue to rub his back and soothe him till I fall asleep.
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*beep beep beep beep be-*
I hear Nik's alarm go off but it stops. I open my eyes just as Nik leans back over from cutting off the alarm. He sees my eyes opening and just kisses me. When he pulls away I say "What was that for babe?" He just grins and says "Cuz, I love you. And as a thank you. For yesterday and last night." He says and rolls out of bed. I get out of the bed and to the closet where my clean clothes are hanging. We both get dressed and cover the visable hickey's on our bodies and walk down the stairs a little earlier than the past 2 days. Grace has just finished making pancakes. We go to the table and she looks at both of us then she says "you covered it better today."

I about choke on my pancake that I had just stuffed into my mouth. I swallow my pancake as I proceed to cough up my lungs. "MOM!!" Nik says and his face turns bright red and he rubs/pats my back trying to get me to breathe cuz I'm still coughing. I finally catch my breath. "You okay?" He looks at me kinda worried and Grace just stares at me like I'm crazy. "Yeah, I didn't chew the pancake enough." I say and then smile. "I'm just saying yesterday it was very obvious and now you can't even tell you had big purple, blackish, hickey's all over." She says.

"MOM!" He says. "I think we're going to leave.." he says and grabs my hand and basically runs out of the house. I don't think she seen mine though. I look over at Nik and his face is bright red. We get in his car and I just stare at him as he starts the car and we leave. We get to the stoplight and he looks at me. I just smirk at him. "What are you smirking about?" He asks "She seen yours. Not mine. So, why are you the embarrassed one?" I laugh at him. His face goes a bit pink. I just shake my head lean over and kiss him then the light finally turns green.

When we get to school we get out and walk into school but notice that Jenny and Luke aren't anywhere in sight. "That's odd. I wonder where Jenny and Luke are." I say. When we get to the classroom I take out my phone and text Jenny and Luke to see where they are. "Go figure." I say and look at my phone. "They are both conveniently sick" I say putting air quotes around sick. I just roll my eyes and the teacher walks in and class begins.
*lunch*
Today has been interesting. We still ate in the same spot but this time we ate in less than 5 minutes. We just talked about making a list of what I need from my house when we go on Friday on my phone.
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*My Phone Screen*
•Clothes
•socks
•essentials (deodorant, toothbrush, ect.)
•Hoodie
•shoes
•charger
•CAR
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Hey! I know what your thinking it's your parents car not yours. Well actually it is mine cuz I paid for it in full cash. (I saved up for 2 years and birthday's and christmas) I pay for it so its mine and in my name so yeah. The bell rings and we go back to class. The school day goes pretty quickly and it's finally time to go home... well Nik's house. As I walk out of the school I see Nik leaning on the driver side door of his car and some people from our first period class talking to him.

Interesting, I've never seen him speak to them. I take advantage of his back being towards me and snake my arms around his waist as I slide my head under his arm as he jumps a bit. "Bye Nik. Bye Jamie" they say kinda singsongy or maybe I'm just going crazy. "What was that about?" I say curiously. "Nothing they just walked up and started talking and asked me some questions." He said casually. We get in the car and I'm still curious about what those people were asking him. "So. What were they asking you?" I say. "Just asking if we were together. And just random questions like that." He says a light blush on his face. We ride home in silence.

"So, I know your birthday is coming up... what do you wanna do?" He says casually. I take a deep breath 🤦‍♂️ "How could I have forgotten my own birthday." I say feeling very stupid. We pull up in his driveway. "It's okay, there has been alot going on recently. It's okay to forget your birthday babe." He says and leans over and kisses me. I can't help but smile into our kiss. When he pulls away he just stares into my eyes. God I can't believe this is my Boyfriend. Like what!!?!!? "HOW did I end up with the hottest. Sweetest. Most perfect boyfriend ever?" I say and then bite my lip at his blushing. We get out and go inside. I make dinner -spagetti- and put some leftovers in the fridge for Grace. "So. I'm serious though what do you want for your birthday?" He asks. "I just want you. Your all I need." I say and cuddle with him in the bed. "Baby, come on it's your 18th birthday. Are you sure you don't want anything?" He says. "Well. If you must know. I---" and my phone rings. It's Jenny. I answer. She's hyperventilating and crying and there is another voice... I put the phone on speaker so Nik can hear. "Jenny. Jenny. I need you to calm down. Breathe Jen breathe and tell me what's wrong." I say slowly trying to comfort her. She calms down but I can hear someone with her... Luke maybe? "What's going on???" I say "um....I... I can't... I mean.. we. Cant. I." She says trying to catch her breathe still. "Jen please just calm down and tell me what's wrong. Take your time." I say. Knowing she's having a panick attack and I can't comfort her in person so over the phone I guess will have to do. "I'm.. *sniff sniff* I didn't come to school today because you remember last week when we said me and Luke started dating.... when yall left the party. We snuck off and. Well, umm. I'm pregnant." And that's all she says before she starts sobbing again. I knew they made out but I did not think they went THAT far. "Okay. Hey its okay. We only have a month and a half left of school. You'll be okay." I say. "How am I going to tell my parents?!? They are going to kill Luke! And probably me." She says "shhhshshh it's okay Baby. Look they are not going to kill me. They certainly won't kill you. There are plenty of options. I've been looking all day." Luke says. I look over at Nik whose eyes are just as big as mine. This is going to be a long rest of High School. "You're both 18. Your both adults. It's not that uncommon." I say. You cant be that far along. "Your what a week pregnant?" I say figuring the days... "yeah. I took a home test cuz I didn't feel very well but I thought it was just nerves over getting ready for exams. In the next month. But nope. I'm pregnant." She says "okay, I think we just need to make a doctors appointment for tomorrow morning and go from there." Luke says. "Okay. Call me when you get everything figured out." I say. And they hang up. I lay down and Nik pulls me closer to him. "I would never have-.. I mean I never thought--." He says still shocked. "Me either." I say.