Love, Laura (Ayden Lee fanfic)

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9.2.2020; Maihua

I wanted to call her so bad. I had such a bad feeling about everything. Like something was so wrong. I just couldn't tell what it was. Besides that I think I overreacted. Blocking her was so unnecessary and things would have been fine if I just left it alone. But no of of course my dumbass had to fuck all of this up.

The door to my room opened slowly. Gaonha's head poked through. When her eyes caught sight of me her curious look turned into a worried one. She stepped into the room and closed the door, even though there was no one else here to hear us.

"Ever heard if knocking?" I mumbled from my spot in my bed.

"I haven't seen in you like four days. I'm starting to get worried. I mean you haven't even come out to eat" she said as she made her way to me. I realized how long it's actually been since I've left my room for longer than 10 minutes. My eyes subconsciously traveled to the pile of plates and cups on my desk. Gaonha's followed until the stopped right where mine did. She gave me a disappointed look.

"Really? You couldn't even take these out?" she made her way over to the pile and picked up as many as she could carry at once. She looked at me and gestured me to pick up the rest and follow her. I groaned but got up and did as she told me, knowing I shouldn't be keeping dished in my room like this.

"What could have possibly happened for you to close yourself off like this. I haven't seen you like this since your last breakup" she stated while washing some of the dishes.

"Me and Laura got into an argument and now we aren't friends anymore. I have a really bad feeling about it though and I'm sure I overreacted but I don't really wanna admit it" I explained shortly, not wanting to pressure her with a bunch of information she wouldn't even need.

"I see. Why don't you just talk to her. Sort this out like adults? Or have you done that?"

I sighed realizing that that's exactly what I should have done but instead I acted like a pathetic five year-old and pushed her.

"No I did the exact opposite. I blocked her after she literally only removed me from her Close Friends list on Insta" I said adding a sigh at the end.

"Please tell me you're kidding. That's so unlike you though" she said now turning to me instead of the dishes.

"No I did exactly that and it's so damn stupid"

"Just unblock her and tell her you made a mistake. We all make those, it's human to make mistakes. If she doesn't realize that then well you shouldn't be bothering with her, all though I'm pretty damn sure she knows how human mistakes are considering she forgave me" she explained, short and simple. Well it sounded simple but it honestly wasn't.

My fingers felt so heavy when I was pressing the unblock button, one social media at a time until I had unblocked her everywhere. I didn't text her yet though. I wasn't sure what to say or more so how to say it. I didn't sleep at all that night, thinking of what I'd write down on the message I'd send her.