Forget Me Not✓| Yoonmin(+18)

chapter eight (part three)

He puts the book aside and sits cross-legged. He looks hesitant. "I've never told anyone about them but...I'll tell you if you tell me a secret too."

He looks playful and there's a mischievous glint in his eyes like when he was little and played tricks on me. little shit.

I grin. "ok I will. Promise. But you first."

His smile fades a little and he licks his lips. "well there are some I usually see...one of them is from when I was giving birth. I dream that joon didn't make it because they didn't get the surgery done in time and I'm holding...holding his lifeless body in my hands."

My heart's beating rapidly thinking the image and seeing the demon in jimin's eyes. I encourage him to continue. "what else?"

He smirks at me. "It looks like my nightmares are a fun subject for you."

I shrug. "I'm curious."

He holds my gaze. "another one...jungkook comes and takes joon's custody from me and doesn't let me see him."

I scoff. "really? That rabbit could never get custody of joon."

He giggles. "rabbit? Well based on what I heard he could because the courts prefer homosexuals over a homosexual femiculus."

I straighten my legs and move a bit. "well fuck what they like or don't. he doesn't deserve you or joon."

He chuckles and puts his glasses down. "what's with the sudden compliment?"

I lay down and put my head on his lap, giving in to my temptations. "I'm just stating the truth."

He doesn't protest to my head on his lap and actually shocks me with moving his fingers through my hair. "I said two of them. Now tell me your secret."

I look up at him sideways. "I knew you sneaked out with that bunny since day one."

His fingers stop moving and he looks down at me in disbelief with an open mouth. "and...and you never said anything?!"

I close my eyes and get comfortable. "what should I have said? You can't exactly confront a teenager in these matters. You would've gotten defensive. I just tried to see If he hurt you so I had permission to end that bunny."

He giggles again at the nickname and continues his playing with my hair. "well I thought you only found out when I told you and showed you his picture."

I smile smugly. "you think too little of me park jimin. I practically raised you. you think I wouldn't notice you grinning like idiots for no reason?"

He laughs with a hint of bitterness. "I really was an idiot in love back then. Completely blind."

I shrug and it doesn't seem right since I'm laying down. "well I don't blame you. you were too pure for this world...You still are if you ask me. That's why I want you to go back...get away from these people. They'll only hurt you in the end."

He softly whispers. "well I think the good here outweighs the bad. I actually am thinking of staying but I need a job first...and daycare for joon."

I frown and sit up. "don't you have money? Kwang told us he sends money to you every month, more than you need."

His face twists in pain and anger. "well he did back then. Daehyun took it all every time and then when I left him taehyung paid for me and joon until I got a job...well he still did and does pay for everything but I wanna change that."

I'm too shocked to say anything. Life must have been harder than I thought for him...

"this taehyung...How did he pay for you back then? does he have rich parents? Hobi said he's only a few years older than you."

He giggles and I don't know what's so funny. "rich parents?! We lived in a 4x4 room together when I was pregnant. He worked two shifts and three part-time jobs to pay for everything. I owe him everything...kwang can shove his money up his ass."

I'm at a loss for words. I didn't even think of the possibility of jimin living like this. I thought kwang would at least shower him in money.

He's smiling despite saying all those things but I can't. "so you're saying Daehyun never gave you any money? How did you pay for school when you still stayed with him?"

His eyes darken and he looks away, expressionless. "I had to earn it by doing him favors. I need to go back to joon now."

I feel anger bubbling in me as I watch jimin get out of the house. That bastard did something to him and I know it. he's bad news and that's the reason they sent him away in the first place. I heard he was drowned in booze and questionable sex activities...polite for rape.

My patience with kwang is hanging on a thread. I'm just waiting for the evidence.