Tae is against having him near joon and that's why he sitting at the table, playing with his salad with a sour look while joon is inhaling all the tomatoes. I want to tell joon and deal with his possible tantrum and that's why I asked Miyoung to stay with Yoongi tonight.
When joon drinks the last sip of his water, rubbing his tummy and grinning with satisfaction, I muster up my courage. "joonie baby?"
That's what I call him when I want him in a good mood. He giggles. "silly...what do you want this time?"
I can't with this monster I'm raising.
I lick my lips, choosing my words carefully. "you remember asking me about your real other daddy?" tae rolls his eyes, making a face.
Real other daddy...you're a genius jimin.
His smile fades and he frowns a little. "yeah..." it feels like I'm verbally constipated, choosing the worst words. "do you want to see him?"
Real smooth.
He blinks slowly, confusion on his face. "why?"
I'm at a dead end. I thought he would be more excited...I'm wrong as always. "well...I thought you would want to spend time with him...know him..."
He sits back in his chair, now upset, frowning at me. "are you gonna give me to him? Do you not want me anymore? Have I been bad? I won't eat so many chips anymore..." he's sobbing now, his chubby fists on his eyes.
I'm frantic, not understanding how it came to this. I can see the shock on tae's face too. "baby who said that?! Nobody's gonna take you away...if you don't want to see him it's ok. You won't."
Tae reaches out to hug him but I throw him a rather sharp look, putting joon on my lap, murmuring soothing words in his ears. I'm upset too, not having expected this reaction.
He calms down after a bit, squeezing my shirt in his pale fists. "I don't wanna...he'll make me go with him...like misun's dad." His voice is shaky and scared.
I'm confused now, caressing his hair. "are you talking about your friend from school?"
He looks up at me, his face red and puffy, eyes shining with fear. "her daddy took her from her mommy...misun said he doesn't let her see her mommy!"
Tae quietly stands up and leaves the room and I don't say anything, my attention on an upset joon. "ok baby...he's not gonna take you away and you don't have to see him if you don't want to..."
sorry it's so short :) it's the end of the chapter so I couldn't post more.
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Forget Me Not✓| Yoonmin(+18)
FanfictionJimin, a single dad, has to fight his fears and insecurities to find his only remaining family, to be a good parent to his son, and to find love. "Perhaps the truth was those two young hands, those young hands buried beneath the snow and in the c...
