Forget Me Not✓| Yoonmin(+18)

chapter twenty five (part one)

I'm making dough for the big pizza I'm gonna make for dinner tonight, thinking about the phone call I had with yoongi's therapist. He assured me that Yoongi wasn't feeling scared or anything; everything was new and foreign and it kinda stressed him out cause he didn't know exactly what to do or if he could take it till the end without shoving me off.

It was embarrassing talking about that but I'm feeling better now that I know I didn't freak him out...and it was...mind-blowing. I would kill to feel that again and more.

But I know he needs more time and I'm happy with what I got so far...and I have jerk off material though he can never find out he made a memory I masturbate to every night.

It's so mortifying; I literally had zero sexual need before all this. I only masturbated every two weeks to let off some tension or even less frequently and now I'm like a sex-crazed horny teenager.

Yoongi needs to come around soon or I'm gonna start humping the furniture.

I snort at the thought and get startled when I hear a deep voice inches from my ear. "finally lost it?"

I scowl at him, my heart beating fast from the scare he gave me. "you're like a fucking ninja. When did you even come here?"

I knead the dough and hear his chuckle. "it's been a few minutes but you were busy grinning like an idiot to yourself. Did you finally get some ass?"

Tae is adamant about Yoongi being a bottom for me and honestly, I have no idea. I think I like switching but I'll go with whatever he's comfortable with; which I doubt bottoming is one of them.

"none of your fucking business...where's joon? he's been silent for too long."

He rolls his eyes, pouting. "calling that dipshit but he's not picking up so joon's just redialing."

Oh.

Jungkook had to go abroad for a few photoshoots and it's taken a little longer than intended as he texted me to tell joon. it's been almost ten days since he's been home and he's coming back the day after tomorrow.

Joon was fine the first two days but then he began stressing about "papa" not coming home. He thinks kook lives with us now...

He's been patient when I'd show him the texts so he wouldn't get funny ideas but it seems like he's reaching his limits.

I leave the dough, taking my apron off. "knead the dough. I'll be back."

He nods with a frown, his pout still present.

I wash my hands quickly and go to the living room, seeing joon on the couch in his dinosaur onesie which kook's got the same of, pushing buttons furiously on tae's phone.

"Awe, my baby's so cute." I sit beside him, pinching his cheeks. He gets out of my reach with a huff, still frowning and putting the phone to his ear. This means he's really upset. Great.

I grunt at his weight but I manage to put him on my lap. He's getting quite heavy for me...my baby was just 2 kilograms when he was born...I need to get a grip. Now's not the time to feel nostalgic.

"baby I'm sure papa's busy. Let's go make pizza together...we'll try again after dinner. How does that sound?" he glares at me with tears in his eyes. "are you lying? Did he leave again?"

I'm startled at his shaking voice and the fear in his eyes. "no! why would you think that? Daddy had to go to different countries and it takes time. he told he'll back the day after tomorrow."

He wipes his tears, slightly sweating in the warm material of his onesie but I guess it gives him comfort so I don't comment on it.

"was it because I played more with taetae?" I sigh, throwing daggers at a newly emerged tae from the kitchen, standing dumbfounded from my glare. "no baby he knows you love him...you remember how long it took us in the plane, right? He has to go on a lot of planes and then get his hair and makeup done which takes a loooot of time and then they have to take pictures of papa."

He's somewhat calmer now but still pouting. "are you sure?"

I nod and smile at him. I'm starting to feel hot from the fluffy material of the onesie too. "baby do you wanna change your clothes?"

He shakes his head furiously. "let's make pizza."

He's still feeling down and deep in thought but he follows me to the kitchen anyway, his hood making him seem like a depressed dinosaur.

I see that tae has made the dough ready, having made good use of those muscles.

We get to work...well, I get to work. Joon sneakily eats half the cheese and the sliced pepperoni. I let him be to make him a little happy and it seems like it works.

Tae finishes his work on his laptop and joins us just as we put the tray in the oven.

I look at my phone for the time. yoongi's gonna be home any second.

I didn't tell him tae is gonna be here too. I think it's good for him to be in little crowds and get out of his shell a bit.

Tae is tickling me and joon, trapping us both in his strong hands when I hear his steps towards the kitchen, his eyes locked on us with a feeling that stresses me, causing me to get out of tae's arms immediately, stopping my giggling and wiping the grin from my face.

Tae follows my stare, grinning at Yoongi. "just in time for food...chim's been waiting on you like a good housewife all day..." his tone is too sarcastic and even with a bit of venom in the edge.

I look questioningly at him but soon turn to Yoongi with a smile. "hi. How was your day?"

Joon opens his fist full of pepperoni, holding it up with a grin. "do you want some yoon?"

Yoongi who's been silent, says a quiet hi and goes to his room, avoiding our stares.

drama coming :))