chapter thirty three (part one)

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I open my eyes, looking up at bright blinding light on the ceiling...the familiar view of a hospital. I'm being moved fast on a bed, probably to the operation room.

I'm feeling numb yet the dull pain in my stomach remains, everything too still...he isn't moving. Not one bit.

I bite my lip to keep from screaming, looking around and see a middle-aged man with strands of grey hair on his black hair, looking down at me with a worried face. "does it hurt? They're gonna take the baby out now. I called Yoongi. He's gonna be here soon, ok?"

My mind nags at me to ask how he knows yoongi but I feel far away, watching as he stays behind the closed doors.

***

I'm awake, crying silently as my lower body is numb with medication, a doctor who's not jinyoung standing beside my bump and holding a scalpel.

Is it too late? The baby hasn't been moving for so long...where is Yoongi?

Where is joon? is that man taking care him? who is he?

I try to calm down but my tears still come down, fear filling my mind at a rising pace. What will I do if something happened to my baby?

I'll find that man and kill him...and then kill myself.

A nurse is holding my hand, smiling down at me from behind her mask. "relax. You're gonna hold your baby in no time."

I squeeze her hand hard, trying to believe that. I feel like a lonely teenager all over again, my mind and feelings a mess.

Where is Yoongi?

***

The sound of a baby crying fills my ears and I force myself to stay awake despite my eyes fluttering, my heart ready to leap out of my chest. Is my baby ok? they're crying so loud my ear's ringing so that's a good sign, right?

The nurse who's hand I've been crushing, bring a bundle of covers to me, helping me to hug him.

Where is Yoongi?

"congratulations...you've just given birth to a beautiful baby girl!" I almost cry out in relief, fighting the blackness wanting to drown me, and hold her close to me as I know they are stitching me up down there from behind the cloth covering my view.

She's a strong baby, wide awake and looking up at me with wide eyes. It's so cliché but I cry even more seeing her, and she kills me with her cuteness when she holds my finger in hes tiny hand.

"I'll take her to do the normal checkups and when you've rested a bit, you'll be able to feed her." I breathe heavily, pouting when she takes her away but I'm content, feeling floaty as a result of the medication but relieved.

But...where is Yoongi?

***

I open my eyes, seeing light purple everywhere. Typical maternity wards. I try to sit up but a hand on my chest and the painful stretch of my stitches stop me. I look up and see the same man from before, showing me his dimples as he smiles. "good thing you woke up. your girl's gonna eat the nurses from hunger...her father is with her now."

I swallow, my throat dry and painful. "thank you...for helping me." my voice is hoarse, scratchy.

He helps me drink from a bottle, eyes glinting happily and I don't get it. he seems to be too happy...

"no need to thank me jimin...I'm sorry I didn't get to you sooner." I frown, licking my chapped lips. "what do you mean?" I'm getting suspicious. He seems like a rich man with the expensive suit he's wearing and the rolex on his wrist.

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