Forget Me Not✓| Yoonmin(+18)

chapter twenty five (part two)

I glare at tae who smiles innocently at me, and practically run after him.

I close his room's door behind me, watching him take his jacket off and put his briefcase on the ground. "are you alright? You seem...off."

He acts like I'm not in the room and opens his shirt's button, going into the bathroom.

I'm really upset now. I can take many things but being ignored is not one of them so I go put my hand on the door before he closes it, going in after him. he's a little surprised and...he's glaring at me?!

"what do you want?"

I put my hands at my hips, standing in the bathroom in front of him. "what do you want?! What's with the attitude?"

He rolls his eyes. "maybe ask next time you wanna invite your ex to my house."

I knew it was a mistake to cave in and tell him about that night and the fact that I was rejected by tae. I don't know what came over me that night but he got it out of me and he's not letting it go ever since.

I huff, laughing in disbelief. "are you for real?! He's not my ex, and I asked him to come here so you would socialize like a normal human being!"

He sneers, the sight of the poison in his eyes making something break in me, the sharp shards making my eyes tear up. "I see the way you're so fucking happy around him! you never laugh like that with me! and he lets himself throw shade at me in my house?! I want him the fuck out of here right now!"

I hate that I'm crying, not believing the way he's spitting words in my face, his finger pushing at my chest with so much force it hurts. He's red with anger, a hard look in his eyes that isn't like Yoongi at all.

I nod, looking away. "he'll go...butI'm not gonna stay either."

It's like he deflates from all the anger but I don't stay for a possible apology. I go out, seeing a worried and scared joon and a frowning tae standing in yoongi's room. I wipe my tears, leaning down and picking joon up, not caring about my hands straining at his weight. "let's get out of here tae." I mumble without looking at tae, rushing out of the house, barely putting my shoes on and forgetting about joon's shoes.

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I've cried silently all the way, not answering to tae or joon. now joon's cried himself to sleep and tae is desperately trying to get my wet face out of my pillow. "I'm gonna kill that piece of shit!...is he always like this? has he yelled at you before? Does he hit you?"

His questions don't make me feel better because the answer to all of them is no.

It was the first time Yoongi lost all control and I'm guessing it's because it was his weakness. Me.

He's possessive and I've got that from the weird questions he presses me with. Like that night that he asked me if I only had sex with kook and it seemed so important to him. the other day he asked me if I kissed anyone beside kook and I had to give in and tell him about tae because he was scaring me with his persistence and I thought it would end his curiosity.

But it wasn't curiosity. It was his need to be the only one in my life. I get it to some point but what did he expect? It's been almost seven years!

Tae is rubbing my shaking back, listening to my sobs. "minie...talk to me."

I sit up and by the horror on his face I know I look like shit. "no...no to...eve...everything you asked...leave it." I'm breathing unevenly and he's looking pitifully at me. "ok...was it just a one-time thing then? I didn't mean to eavesdrop but...does he have an issue with me?"

I'm a little calmer now, embarrassed that I made such a fuss but I wasn't mentally prepared for that fight. Since I was a kid and throughout the months of our relationship, he never yelled at me like that or said hurtful things like they were nothing. He's always been gentle and understanding with me but...maybe he was holding back?

"I told him about us...he feels insecure...and it didn't help that...you said those things to him."

He looks away, guilt apparent on his face. "yeah...sorry about that. Came out harsher than I expected...I'm just a little on edge these days...didn't mean to make it tense between you two."

I hold my knees up against my chest, licking my lips which are salty from my endless tears. "why is that? Is something bothering you?" my voice is scratchy and hoarse.

"just...I don't even know myself. I'll let you know if I do."

I know he's half lying but I don't call him out.

He smiles. "I'm glad I turned the oven off or Yoongi would be burnt to a crisp by now...or did I ruin the revenge plan?"

I gasp and glare playfully at him, feeling better after letting all the stress from the past month out in a good healthy crying session. "thank god! I completely forgot."

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I get up from where I fell asleep last night on jimin's bed, looking at him curled into himself like a fetus before going to answer the door. Who the fuck is it at 7 in the morning?

I violently open the door after seeing his pale ass in the peephole and his hand freezes mid-air.

It seems like he hasn't slept or showered since last night. There are bags under his red puffy eyes, his hair disheveled and his clothed hastily put on.

Good. At least he felt as shitty as he made jimin feel.

He has a bag in his hand with something like food containers inside. "can i...come in?"

I look back up at him, letting my gaze make him as uncomfortable as I deem necessary. It doesn't work on him obviously since he's stubbornly staring back, waiting.

I finally get out of the way, despite my better judgment, and let him in. Jimin said he wants to make up with him when the time is right and if he's here to do that, then I won't make a mess between them again. Though I'm not sure it was all me last night.

He puts the bags on the kitchen counters, turning to me. "where is he?"

He looks to the three doors and then back to me. he seems calm so I point at the direction of jimin's room, sitting on the couch and turning the tv on the lowest volume so I'll hear them. It's a shitty move but I'm worried about him bullying a too patient and sweet jimin.

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