Forget Me Not✓| Yoonmin(+18)

chapter twenty six (part two)

warning: SMUT (maybe)

He puts his hands on either side of my hips, moving to straddle me while still naked and sweaty but I don't mind that. He's glowing, seeming so happy and carefree. I'm forced to lie back with him leaning down, grinning cheekily. "I can do the same to you...I'll swallow too."

I choke on air and he giggles, waiting enthusiastically. I can see how much he wants it in his eyes.

I search inside myself, trying to find fear. It's a bit present and I'm sure I don't want direct skin to skin contact but maybe he could...on the clothes?

"i...you can...palm me?" he giggles at my red face, doing as he's told and I gasp at the feeling. It's the first time anyone has touched me there...with consent.

He kisses my cheek, murmuring. "do you want me to rub you till you come?"

I'm so sensitive from not ever being touched that I know it won't take me long. I'm ok at the moment, a little anxious about a hand squeezing me but I'm not close to a panic attack. That's a good sign...the doc told me to get out of my comfort zone if I'm feeling ok and maybe I am...

I nod at him, whimpering when he squeezes too hard. "with...with my pants on please." He nods too, kissing my jaw, biting a bit. I'm surprised but the sensation goes to my dick, making me twitch in his hand and him giggle again. Fuck I love this sound.

He moves his hand up and down the length that's outlined in my pants, sucking on my jaw. The feeling is foreign and a bit uncomfortable but hot and pleasing at the same time. I'm breathing more heavily by the second, wrapping my hands around his shoulders and hiding my face in the crook of his neck, moaning quietly.

I don't feel comfortable letting him hear me. what if I sound like a stuck owl?

He bites at the sensitive skin he's been busy with again, making me wince. "let me hear you baby...don't hold back."

When I shake my head, he presses his hand down, making me let out an involuntary and embarrassingly loud moan. He chuckles. "that's more like it...don't hide your pretty moans."

I arch my back as he gets busy with the other side of my face, repeating the same process. I'm literally oblivious to anything but the touch of his hands and lips, lost in the new and perfect sensation. My body is tensing more by the second but it's not a bad feeling. It's like going up a big swirly slide to enjoy sliding down later...and I'm so close to the top...feeling like I'm reaching the sky. "you look so beautiful like this...losing control because of me..."

I never knew what all the fuss was about...I'm not comfortable with masturbating and I've done it only a few times but it was nothing compared to the feeling of jimin's still naked body on top of me, his hand almost squishing my dick and his hot breath burning my face while he never once stops making hickeys on my neck and jaw. I'm vaguely aware that I'll have to show them when I go out but I'm so out of it that my mind isn't processing anything.

"my baby's so soft everywhere...are you gonna let go for me? do you need more?" the soft way he talks to me makes me shudder and be able to fight any unwanted images in my head.

I'm not scared...flashes come and go here and there but jimin's scent and my heavy breathing are taking over everything else, sending me close to the edge.

The coil in my stomach tightens, ready to snap. I'm sitting just at the top, ready to slide down when he whispers in my ear. "come for me, baby."

I fall hard, with him there to catch me, ground me. my body jolts out of my control, his kisses against my ear making me moan out, not able to hold it in any longer. It's a broken moan, sounding like a relieved sob...

I grab his wrist when he doesn't stop, whimpering from the rough fabric now hurting me with oversensitivity. He nibbles at my earlobe, whispering. "are you ok baby? Did it feel good?"

I nod slowly, feeling like the energy has left my body completely and I'll fall asleep any second.

He lies down next to me, his head propped up on his elbow. "are you tired? Do you wanna clean up before we sleep?" he coos at me, making me feel strange...a good kind of strange...like loved.

I nod at him, forcing myself to get up and go to the bathroom with shaking legs, behind a still naked jimin who I'm trying to peak at without seeming like a fucking pervert.

He feels at ease with his body and I love his confidence. He looks back from his shoulder, grinning at my red face when I quickly avert my eyes from his round ass. "enjoying the view?"

I cough, feeling flustered at the way he intentionally bends down to fill the tub and check the water's temperature, arching his back unnecessarily.

God, he temps me so much.

I look at his half-visible hole, feeling like I'm on fire inside. How can he be so beautiful everywhere?!

My hands are itching to touch him...there and see how he feels around me...

But I think I've had enough for one night. Maybe I need a few more handjob sessions before I move on to blowjobs and fingering.

"am I gonna be a permanent bottom or are we gonna switch when the time comes? Not that I mind...just curious."

The way he casually asks these things never cease to amaze me.

I stutter. "wha...i...have no idea...need to think about it."

I really do. I never really pondered the idea of being a switch. My trauma leads me towards being a top since it feels like I'm less vulnerable but that aside, I don't think I have anything against bottoming...though maybe it's gonna take me years to get to that.

He nods, coming towards me and grabbing the hem of my shirt. Before I can comprehend, he's forced me out of it, smiling cheekily. I wanna bite his cheeks...his face cheeks. Is that normal?

He puts his finger under my waistband, giggling and tugging on it, waiting for my reaction. I take a step back and take the sweatpant with the wet patch on the front off myself, making him pout. "all off." Demanding little shit.

I sigh, contemplating my options. I can't really stay in my full of cum boxers but it'll be the first time I'm all naked in front of him and it makes me nervous.

He jumps up and down, giggling and singing. "come on! come on!...I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock..."

"STOP! OK!" I'm now mortified after him citing Katy perry, not able to stand his naughty stare and the way he's licking his lips like he wants to eat me.

So I turn my back to him and take it off before I can chicken out. He laughs wholeheartedly, whistling. "WOW! I want a taste."

I groan and turn around, trying so hard not to cover myself. "SHUT UP!" he chuckles, going to sit in the bathtub. "come here."

I like how carefree he is. He gives me confidence and encourages me to loosen up.

I go forward, awkwardly sitting behind him. I hold my breath when he scoots back, pressing himself to me. I gasp, feeling his ass against my spent dick, tensing immediately. He turns his head, kissing my cheek with a soft look in his eyes. "is this ok?"

I release the breath I was holding, nodding frantically. I'm a little hesitant but I feel alright in general. I'm getting better at telling arousal and anxiety apart...and park jimin brings out the former in me much more often.

He slumps against me, getting comfortable. I wrap my arms around his torso, feeling immense happiness for the first time in a long time.

hello amazing people!

I'm so sorry for the delay. I'm really stressed about my IELTS exam coming up these days... I'm hoping for a 7.5+ but I'm feeling like a 7 :))