It's a hard night and it started with something small.
It's like 10:30 as I'm typing this, and I'm just tired you know?
Ive been crying the past half an hour away, with the same album on a loop.
Just letting out these emotions.
I just feel so lonely and unwanted and disliked and I just feel so, bad.
It's hard to explain and talk about, but I just wish i didn't feel so lonely.
I don't know, maybe I'm just overthinking too much and all.
It's hard living in my mind at times.
And it's hard to pretend everything is okay.
But tonight I'm cracking, and breaking apart under the moon.
My lips won't stop trembling and my eyes sting from the tears.
It's lonely but I knkw I have to learn to help myself and comfort myself because people aren't always going to be there.
I just don't want to be alone right now.
I don't care who, I just want someone to hug me and tell me it's okay as I just let it all out.
I just want to not feel so alone when the thoughts are getting to be too much.
