So I can't sleep, it's almost 2am.
I'm not particularly sad or anything, just can't fall asleep.
Yeah, sometimes I wish I never found out about certain things in life, and sometimes I wish things were more towards my favor.
It's just weird and all.
Like I dunno, right now I just really want to be babied and I'm dying for attention.
I just want hugs and kisses and just, UGH I DUNNO MY BRAIN IS BEING WEIRD AND I DONT LIKE ITTTTTT.
Like stop lol please.
But my brain is like IM BABY but my height and style are like YOURE SCARY lol
UGH
like, you hear about something from someone, then suddenly you're like
?????? THAT DOESNT SOUBD SO BAD??????
But like how do you openly confess to the people around you that all of these things around you make you interested and curious????
Like there's a lot in interested in and curious about, and it's good and bad you know?
Good because it shows how open minded I am and showing that I don't judge and am willing to try things once on my life. And it shows I'm not picky and won't be mean about different things in life.
Bad because some things are a bit of a stretch and I'm just scared because I don't mind experimenting with my life, but im scare of judgement and possibly developing weird habits or something you know?
And it sucks because it's things I can't really tell people you know?
You can't just casually bring these things up,
But oh well.
I'm figuring it out and I realized, if I find things that make me happy that aren't harmful, or if I'm just curious, there's literally no harm in any of it.
I'll figure something out with myself.
