lost and Found |Taekook|

11. Confusion

Jin and Yoongi talk to Jungkook on their entire ride to his apartment. When they finally reach his home, they find him sitting by the door with his knees pulled closer to his chest and his face buried in his hands. Jin quickly crouches down beside him, "Kook, c'mon get up," Jin says, as he pulls Jungkook upwards to drag him towards the couch.

Jungkook's body is still shaking, partly because of the episode he just had and partly because it's cold outside and he's been sitting on the floor for a long time.

Jin pulls him closer and cups his face to wipe all the tears. Jungkook has lost the count of all the tears he shed today, all the tears he shed on Taehyung.

Jungkook locks his hands tight around Jin's waist and buries his face into Jin's shoulder, "Jungkook-ah you don't have to tell us anything right now, but can you tell me if you're okay? How are you feeling?" Jin rubs his hand on Jungkook's back as he pulls him closer.

"I'm fine hyung, just wanna sleep."

"No! First you have to eat something." It's Yoongi, Jungkook immediately looks behind him to see Yoongi with a water bottle and some packets of chips in his hand.

Jungkook wipes the remnants of tears from his face, from the back of his hand, "okay"

"I'll order takeout for all of us," Yoongi says, pulling his phone out. Jungkook just nods.

Jungkook knows that both Jin and Yoongi will not pressurize him into talking, they would even pretend that nothing happened just for Jungkook's sake, but Jungkook will not do this to them. He hates keeping things from his hyungs, especially after seeing all the concerned glances that Jin and Yoongi are giving him. He decides to give himself maximum one day to clear his thoughts and then he'll tell them.

They all don't talk much then, giving Jungkook the comfortable silence he needs. They eat the takeout that Yoongi ordered and then cuddle on the couch for a while. Jin and Yoongi decide to stay for the night at Jungkook's apartment to keep him company, mostly because they are concerned and don't want to leave him alone in case he has another episode.

After a while Jin decides to call it a night and sleep, they all somehow cramp up in Jungkook's queen size bed, but Jungkook is more than elated because he's sandwiched between both of them. Yoongi plays some movie in the background and soothes his hand on Jungkook's hair. At some point, when Jungkook is zoning out he feels Jin press a small kiss on his forehead as he falls asleep.

Jungkook wakes up listening to the loud buzz of the alarm, he stirs around and shuts it off. His head is throbbing from all the crying he did last night and he feels tired. He didn't sleep well last night, it was the kind of sleep where you have a lot of dreams and when you wake up it feels like you did a lot of exertion.

Yoongi is still sleeping beside him, he whines when he hears the alarm and pulls the blanket over his head. Jungkook wakes up from the bed groggily, and walks towards the kitchen. He already knows that Jin will be there, cooking a three course breakfast for Jungkook because according to him, food is the solution to all the problems. Jungkook thought so too, before Taehyung.

"Good morning, JK," Jin greets him, loud and enthusiastic from where he stands near the stove.

"Ugh, too much energy for a Thursday morning, hyung," Jungkook says, as he drags himself into the kitchen, combing his bed hair with his fingers.

"This is me in my natural habitat." Jin uses the spatula as a fairy stick to gesture at himself. Jungkook wants to bang his head on the kitchen counter but that won't help his headache situation so he decides to ignore Jin.

"Hyung can you do that thing, you do when I'm having a hangover."

"What? Kiss your forehead? Sure," Jin says as he points his spatula at Jungkook.