There have been times in life when Jungkook felt like drowning, like the water was slowly rising in his lungs, like there was no air.
There was also a time when Jungkook felt like drowning and Taehyung was just standing by the shore, still, not helping. Times like that were hard for Jungkook.
Jungkook feels like drowning right now too as Taehyung holds him close to his body, his fingers playing with the small rings in Jungkook's ear lobe. This time it doesn't feel like he is drowning though, it feels like wandering, or like he is being saved.
Taehyung is his anchor now, has been for a long time even when Jungkook was a little lost.
When the three precious words slipped out of Taehyung's mouth, Jungkook clung to them as if his life depended on it and then held Taehyung exceedingly close to himself and kissed him. He could feel Taehyung smiling in the kiss, his lips trembling as if Jungkook would shatter in his hands if he tightened his grip.
They were both scared, scared of getting hurt again and that's when Jungkook decided that he wants to give the world to Taehyung, he wants Taehyung to lean all his fear on him, he wants to give Taehyung all the love he has in his heart.
Jungkook picks Taehyung up from the couch and walks towards the bedroom. He carefully lays Taehyung on the bed, kisses him on the lips, nipping the soft flesh. Taehyung whimpers and Jungkook takes in all the sweet noises that he is making.
Taehyung's hands cling to the back of Jungkook's t-shirt, blunt nails digging into the fabric. Jungkook slides his lips over Taehyung's skin, taking in every inch. He bites at his neck, kissing it to soothe the sting, and whispers, "Let me take care of you tonight, Hyung."
Taehyung moans in response, far gone, his eyes dilated and lip quiver, scratching at Jungkook's t-shirt to get it off. Their clothes are off in flashes, bare skin coming in contact that makes Jungkook shiver.
As always Taehyung looks beautiful, his skin golden, lips bitten and red, hair fanning over his eyes, and his eyes - Jungkook thinks that Taehyung's hickory eyes hold stars in them. They're warm and welcoming, and Jungkook thinks that if he stares into Taehyung's eyes long enough maybe he'll see the sky.
It all phases in a blur for Jungkook, he and Taehyung have had sex before but this time it feels different, it feels intimate. It's how Jungkook kisses him on every piece of his body, how needy Taehyung looks when urges Jungkook to remove their clothes, how Jungkook holds him close when he fingers Taehyung open, how he fucks Taehyung slowly as if devouring the moment.
It's how he wraps his legs around Jungkook to set an angle deeper and closer. It's all the pretty noises that Taehyung is making, his lips bitten, eyes scrunched tight when he comes and screams Jungkook's name. Jungkook sees his life flash before his eyes when he comes, falling limp over Taehyung's body.
Taehyung giggles and shifts on his side so some of Jungkook's weight gets shifted over the bed. They lay silent over there for a while and then Taehyung looks up, pinching Jungkook's waist to get his attention.
"I love you," he utters, a slow smile spreading over his face. Jungkook kisses him again, "I love you too, Hyung. More than you know," he replies and hears a small ''I think, I do," from Taehyung.
Later after very much whining from Taehyung, they decide to get cleaned up and go to bed.
The next morning Taehyung wakes up and walks into the living room. Jungkook is standing by his bookshelf, where the green vase that Taehyung gifted him is kept. Taehyung walks to him and spoons him from behind, his fingers locking over Jungkook's waist.
"Good morning, what're you up to?" He mumbles into Jungkook's neck.
Jungkook's eyes lit up when he looks at Taehyung, "I went for a walk and look what I got!" Jungkook shows Taehyung the flowers he got and places them in the vase.
"I picked them, don't they look pretty?" Taehyung hums in response.
"You know what, this vase always reminds me of you and that Ikea date you took me to." Jungkook blushes when he remembers that day, tracing the line of the dragon print on the pastel green vase. This vase is very precious to Jungkook, not because it's expensive but because Taehyung didn't even bat an eyelash that day and bought it for Jungkook. It's just a piece of decoration that Jungkook has become very attached to. It has become his routine to put flowers in the vase frequently, it always reminds him of Taehyung.
"Jungkook, I want to ask you something?" Jungkook hums and turns around to look at Taehyung. He looks nervous and Jungkook thinks about all the possible things that could come out of Taehyung's mouth next. He feels a little anxious but then Taehyung says, "Can we move in together?"
Jungkook instantly says, "Yes!" And hugs Taehyung, "we could move into mine! Both of our works are closer to here and this place is bigger than yours plus you literally decorated this apartment. Oh my god, Taehyungie! Move-in with me," Jungkook gushes over.
"Okay okay, calm down. I was thinking about the same thing," Taehyung says and then kisses Jungkook on the cheek.
"We'll be a little far away from Jimin and Hobi Hyung though," Jungkook says pouting and Taehyung laughs at him, "It's okay, it's not that far. We can always drive there."
"We're taking big steps Gukkie, aren't you scared?" Taehyung asks.
"I am, but then I think how I get to do these things with you by my side and even if these are big steps, we're taking them together so it feels fine," Jungkook replies reassuringly.
Taehyung looks like he dwells on his thoughts for a while but then he nudges their noses together, kissing Jungkook and it for real feels fine. 'Everything will be fine' he hears Taehyung say before he kisses him again.
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Well that was some akward attempt at writing smut ( if you'll even call it that) and a lot of kisses
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lost and Found |Taekook|
Fanfiction"Why did you cheat on me?" "I was just lonely" Where Taehyung and Jungkook lose each other and then find their way to each other again.
